Same Kanato same~ How i be like with food, literally me *stab stab* ๐ช๐
OH MY FUUUCCCKKK I WANT NOSE SURGERY SO BAD WHY CANT I JUST GET WHAT I NEED?! #vent
AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!
What i want so badly is my nose to be perfect, beautiful skin(face)(no acne), very boney skinny, naturally blonde white hair, blue eyes, long nails, soft pale white skin, top surgery and a beautiful male soft voice
I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.
The com of shame
I hate thinking and regretting my actions of eating or what I ate it's not cool. I break my promises to myself now I have to punish myself and think about it, living in regret and restricting myself, thinking about what I can do better for next time. Time out, throwing up in a corner until I get rid of all the dirt and ugly out of my small empty stomach and everywhere.
ALMOST THERE!!! #anorexia
I want to run towards something, Not away (Sorta)
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