What I Want So Badly Is My Nose To Be Perfect, Beautiful Skin(face)(no Acne), Very Boney Skinny, Naturally

It's prolly because you are cooler then me

She's gonna harm me I know she's gonna harm me <3

Vamp 🧛‍♂️🦇

I've been feeling weird today, not broken, not happy, just odd, i came home and ran to my room crying really bad. I calmed down and apologized? To myself and others not sure why maybe because of my odd feelings today, i got told i was rude, selfish, messed up, retarded ect and went back to my room and cried again saying I'm sorry to myself over and over then touched myself for comfort but then regret it feeling ashamed then went to sleep. BTW I threw up, i didn't eat much today, but to get off the weight, me, haha! Also did a bit of workout. Good night♡

Never thought that I would be this hurt. I think we broke up, I just didn't think that they would do this to me in a most painful way. I really did love them I really do it does hurt. Now I have no friends at all it would still be nice to at least have a stranger comfort me for a second. Tho I will remember them for the good times and happiness. It hurts but I wanted to say thank you. Thank you❤️

4/8/24

One thing that is unique and what you prolly didn't know about me is i have naturally elf ears ♡

Although the thoughts of suicide haven't left, i think about them every day. It's a bit of a turn on to think about and at the same time, I want to experience the pain and death. When I say Death I laugh at the word. Because I feel aroused and I think about my death and other things that come along with it. I know I'm strange I'm sorry but it's true... by the way I still plan to cut and sadly shamelessly masturbate... just to get my mind in the clouds.

AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!

Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry

What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24

#help