Man... I want to vent to some1 but I guess not, I mean I don't have friends at all nor any1 really... I guess I have to take out my shitty diary I guess. Like the usual.
OH MY FUUUCCCKKK I WANT NOSE SURGERY SO BAD WHY CANT I JUST GET WHAT I NEED?! #vent
I feel stupid
I matured too quickly. I regret it
I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.
♡I don't want you feeling ignored♡
You can go ahead and laugh at me about my goals I might delete this or never so lmao