We Getting Drunk And Doing Some Scripting Boutta Live It Up In Here For Real I Am Going To Be Grayson

the amount of research I put into establishing the timeline of a dr is astounding— more effort than I ever put into school

I always thought my eyes were special. They’re icey blue with a dark ring around them— and they stand out, but they’re cold.

His eyes are warm. They’re a brown backlit by the sun. They’re the chocolate chips in freshly baked cookies, melted and sweet and from home.

My eyes may be the sky, or the ocean. But his are the earth, the soil where flowers bloom. My eyes reflect the sun but his absorb the light and shine it upon any who are fortunate enough to be seen by him.

I look into his eyes and I feel my ice melting.

convince yourself

manifestation is convincing yourself that nothing limits you and coming to terms with the fact that you are everything and nothing at the same time.

take my point...

everything that is reflected in the external world had a beginning in the internal world - this is a one-way road, which always begins in us as an assumption and ends up materializing externally.

everything is an assumption and every assumption has an answer(prayer) because that is how the law works - this is how your world is created.

it took me a while to understand it, but i swear to you all that convincing myself and trusting myself made everything so easy.

don't look for another method, don't wonder what you are doing wrong, don't expect change just be the change, convince yourself that you already have what you want and then just observe the outside world with the knowledge that you created it.

your one task is to CONVINCE yourself and TRUST to yourself that what you desire is already fulfilled - without actually having it in the outside world you MUST assume that your wish has been fulfilled and YOU ALREADY HAVE IT.

don't expect, don't look, don't wonder when how and where, just CONVINCE YOURSELF that you already have it.

and that's it. convince yourself, trust yourself, test yourself and live your desire.

as above, so below.

another night, another neocitran and a new dr to shift to.

The Difference Between Wanting to Shift and Expecting to Shift

When you first begin your shifting journey, it’s easy to feel like you’re wanting to shift—hoping, wishing, and longing for it to happen. This is a common starting point for many people, but it’s important to recognize the subtle but powerful difference between wanting and expecting to shift.

Wanting to shift comes from a place of longing. It’s rooted in desire, and while this is a natural feeling, it’s often tied to a sense of uncertainty or lack. When you want to shift, you’re focused on what you don’t have yet. You may think, “I wish I could shift,” or “I hope it happens for me.” This kind of energy often creates resistance because it reflects a feeling that shifting is something outside your control—something that you’re constantly reaching for, but may never fully grasp. The act of wanting can leave you feeling like it’s not fully attainable, and doubts can creep in, making the process feel more difficult.

On the other hand, expecting to shift is a whole different mindset. When you expect to shift, there’s no more longing, no more hopefulness. Instead, you hold a quiet certainty that shifting is a natural process that will happen when the time is right. Expectation removes the pressure because it’s not about if—it’s about when. You know that with practice, consistency, and the right mindset, shifting is an inevitable result.

Expectation shifts your approach completely. You stop waiting for shifting to “work,” and you begin acting as if it’s already part of who you are. The more you expect it, the more it becomes a natural extension of yourself. Your mind starts to align with this belief, and as a result, the doubts that once seemed so loud begin to fade into the background. Instead of being attached to the outcome, you trust the process and simply enjoy the journey, knowing it’s only a matter of time.

This shift from wanting to expecting also has an impact on how you prepare for shifting. With the mindset of expectation, you practice with confidence, knowing that your efforts will pay off. You begin to trust that you are capable and worthy of shifting, and that your reality is malleable. When you approach shifting with expectation, the entire experience transforms from a chase for something unattainable to a natural flow of something you already have the ability to do.

So, the next time you find yourself feeling frustrated or doubtful about your progress, take a step back and ask yourself: Am I waiting for shifting to happen, or do I expect it to happen? Shift your mindset from wanting to expecting, and watch how the process begins to unfold with ease.

STOP TRYING

Look, there's nothing to manifest, because it's already yours. You don't have to try anything, I say it in all my posts, decide that what you want is yours because it is. I know it seems too easy to be true, but it is. And it pisses me off when you demand bloggers to explain things more, because there is nothing else to explain. Stop trying, stop looking, relax, it's yours.

"match my freak!" match my open-mindedness, match my creativity, match my curiosity, match my ability to feel emotions so deeply for the people I never met and the world I never experienced that I travel universes for them

What's the worst that could happen?

What's the worst that could happen if you believed in yourself? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself that you've already shifted to your dr hundreds of times? What's the worst that could happen if you treated yourself Iike you were the love of your life? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself you already have all of your desires now? What is the worst thing that could possibly happen if you fully indulged in your "delusions" and told the 3d to fuck itself?

What's the worst that could happen?

I'll tell you about the best case scenario though:

You could go to sleep tonight and wake up in your dr.

You could walk up to a mirror and see your dream face staring back at you.

You could get a text from your sp confessing their undying love for you.

You could log into your bank account and see 6, 7, 8??? Figures.

You could change the world as we know it.

Give yourself a fighting chance. Aren't the voices telling you you're crazy and it'll never work enough? Do you really have to add your own to thee cacophony?

All I'm asking is that you believe in yourself a tiny bit. That's all.

Happy Shifting ❤️

why do i feel like i’ve gotten closer to shifting after moving to shiftblr than i ever have on shifttok?? like idk what it is, but i’ve never felt so close. 😭