Loser, 17, probably acoustic. Bunch of stuff that the lizard in my head screams out from time to time.
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Weird Dream, Pt 2
I was trying to help some Hispanic girl escape her ex and also prostitution BUT she accidentally gave away our location over radio and they started pulling up
- before they found us we hid in some bushes and pretended to make out (💀) so i could also keep lookout
- they found us
- double stacked trucks and a bulky busses??
- threw her into a bubble part on a truck
- insulted her for hiding in a bush and for 'comingling' with people like me (😐)
(same night, different dream)
Sort of interacted with jesus stuff. Very confusing.
- somebody had either future sight or some really cool power that got nerfed to hell in my brain
- more hiding, this time from (human pigs?)
- watched a semi interactive map of how jesus would come and save everybody but the map was of a European looking place
- (no landmarks just a landmass that was very reminiscent of Europe + the ME)
- i was highlighting trails and shit like the underground railroad (???)
- some dude took the last stance as jesus come back again
-fin
Idk man, ts was weird
Same day, afternoon I think
Had a dream that i was a spy in S.Korea/Japan and i met this cute white girl at a bus stop. She complimented my dance moves (bend and dip, left to right) in a gay way but i had no idea if she was flirting with me or not so i just said thanks. Then she said something or another about liking women and i think i fell in love with her (???). The bus came and she got on along wih my other spy friends. It was cloudy/raining btw.
I walked around a corner to pick up trash and she came back from outta nowhere cuz she thought she was being followed (ig she was the target we were spying on). Somehow i have more courage in my dreams because i asked her if she wanted to go for ramen (chicken, beef, etc.).
Saying yes, i started walking her to a 'good place that i know' and wanted to go into this one building.
It did not sell ramen. I tried to get her inside but she and some of my spy friends said you have to be 22+ to enter. (It was some sort of adult shop)
Then we walked down the street and happened inside a foodcourt. Some really short indian man asked if she was ai cuz she was so pretty and real looking 😐.We started standing in line and then...
I was still a spy but now i looked different. I had fair skin and blonde/yellow hair. Came out of a grave ready for a mission. I looked a lot like my oc Abby from when i was small.
I started checking out this one house for Godzilla (???😭) and we got intel that a goth girl and her bf (skater probably) had what we needed. So we holled up for the night and did fuckall until they showed up next door.
Doing what spies do- we openly amd loudly interrogated them and led them over here. They had guns. We did not. We locked all the doors to keep them out (it worked) and they said they'd run a bike through the building if one of us didn't come with them.
I went with them and the cops chased us. I realized they were good (I'm such a traitor) and got the cop's off of our butts. We started speeding like hell (all 4 of us on 1 bike apparently) and she (goth girl) started arguing with me about something.
She skid and we slid, unharmed, to our destination (a kilometer or 2 away). On the highway, the scene started changing as she and her bf (Beast Boy) started arguing about her cheating with Cyborg (i think she's Raven). Cyborg and Beastboy live in a frathouse made of cheese with objects that talk. Then Cyborg answers the door, closes it on her face and she looks back really sadly
The end? I legit can't remember what happens after any of that 😭🙏
Someone save me from these dreams please. Also no I wasn't sick when I drempt ts.
Weird Dreams, Pt 1
All of these proceeding dreams are recurring- I don't remember when they happened
2 men have asked me(??) to be their wife in my dreams
(they believed i was their wife )
Lucas 😭💕
-blonde hair,
-sunken face,
-putple and white letterman jacket, runaway
-The L to (Patrick/Peter's) Light Yagami
(Only if L was a pushover)
- quiet, pensive, usually goes along with Patrick
- soft lips (??)
- held his head in his hands and cried when i took another bus to go home (we'd only known each other for a few hours)
- very easy to talk to, asked me good questions
- made my heart hurt with his vibes and smile
- it was craking dawn while we rode the bus, lights on
- i kept worrying about my siblings and why i was running away which made him sad (😭)
- looked beautiful in twilight (darkness with ambient bus light) and at dawn
- sat hella close to me (broad shoulders)
- literally everything to me (apparently)
(ngl Lucas in my dream is EERILY similar to a dude named Lucas who goes to my school (💀)- the irl Lucas is an asshole and transphobic so idk HOW he got into my dream but that's NOT!!!) who I'm thinking about)
Patrick
-Brown hair, squareish face,
-brown jacket and white shirt
-Alert
-loud enough,
-master planner,
-also a runnaway
-Wasn't too happy when i left (seemed distraught but didn't do anything)
- also talked a lot to me (there were no grown ups in sight except for the bus driver)
- midday was where he shined
- nervously happy puppy dog
- zoned out a couple of times
They didn't sit with each other
And i liked them both?
(I love lucas, I cried in my dream for him)
(imo)
when you cut [the apple] into slices, you get to savour more parts of [the apple].
[The Flavour] is no longer locked behind the [Apple Skin] and you seemingly get more juice from your efforts of labour.
why does cutting an apple into slices taste much better than just biting into it i dont get it its the same thing? its apple?
reblogging so you nerds can see this masterpeice
Ngl, your mom (w/ no offense given) uses the same logic as my friend's mom.
Didn't let him + his brother watch Spongebob because it was 'innapropriate' BUT STILL LET THEM WATCH FAMILY GUY of all things
like c'mon now (ToT)
Fun fact:
the reason our mother blocked us from watching SpongeBob was because she found it "obnoxious" (what she called on par with Caillou and Barney *things she found obnoxious, to be fair we also hold distaste for those shows... they never clicked with us...* ) and so she didn't let us watch it. Oh, and also apparently we did have access to it, she just hid it from us because she didn't want us to watch it.
She didn't want us to watch something because she found it annoying.
one of the best posts ever
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you're welcome
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REBLOG THIS IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR INTERNET FRIENDS DESERVE THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING BEYOND THAT.
Wouls you also happen to be the older/est child? Then I could %100 relate to you
Gotta love the gut instincts you get from living in a radioactive environment for nearly a decade 💪🏾😎
"Huh, I wonder why I keep having a panic attack/ feeling anxious." (In school too may I add, that never happens to me)
My brother across from me in the room, who is also silently freaking out:
That was me this week tbh. I just realized I also get stressed out when my brother is upset. It's a weird like... coping mechanism or defense mechanism from trauma. Like when he's distressed my fight or flight kick on and I go full protector mode and I don't snap out of it until I'm 100% SURE that everything and everyone is ok and I don't need to like... fight somebody. Gotta love living in a toxic household.
Lol just remembered that my spring break is almost over and next week imma be thrown into hell
Like we have a singing competition coming up in like 2 weeks and my french teacher somehow forgot or wasn't even told that my school had spring break rn...
Guys my french teacher gave us work to do over break
Hehe haha
I hate french
if he doesn't whimper what's th fucking point
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"Bleed the Sky"
The sky bursts open,
not gently,
not softly,
but like a body breaking,
like something holding on for too long
finally letting go.
The first drop hits—
hot asphalt hisses,
dust rises like ghosts startled awake,
and the earth opens her mouth
like she’s starving.
There’s no beauty here.
No poetry.
Just the raw writhing of water finding cracks,
finding hunger,
finding every place that aches or crumbles or waits.
The rain doesn’t ask permission.
It doesn’t care where it falls—
forest, rooftop, desert, skin.
It pounds against leaves as if to punish them
for turning their faces away,
fills the throats of rivers
until they choke on their own rushing,
slides down windowpanes like tears
too heavy to hold back.
And it keeps going.
There is no tenderness in this.
This is not about grace.
This is about gravity and surrender,
the weight of billions of tiny impacts
stripping the world bare.
And something in you loosens—
against your will,
unraveling in the rhythm,
in the relentless pounding that reminds you of your own breaking,
of the times you couldn’t stop falling.
You stand there,
letting it hit you,
letting it drench everything you thought was safe.
Maybe this is what healing feels like:
not silent, not soft,
not clean.
But messy.
Wet hands in the dirt,
skin soaked,
blurry vision as everything spills.
The rain knows.
It always knows.
It comes to destroy,
and in the destruction
it leaves something you didn’t know you were—
raw, gasping,
and growing.
i’m online and ready to look at a picture!
Male bee's dont have stinges?
Barry is trans confirmed?
(it was literally the first thought to come to mind)
also The Bee Movie seems quite afriad of female bee's it seems- despite the fact that Beee colonies and nature is quite dependant on the female species of animals (in terms of mitosis, not meiosis).
Boycott the Bee Movie again
actually so real
one of the few times i wish i had something the proverbially cling to
mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately
the trans flag is literally so girlypop and cute
why dio people hate it?
meeee
IK WHO SHE IS / THEY AREEEE
yall does anyone else know who ClawedBeauty_101 is 0_o??? they're lowkey an angel and I wish more ppl knew abt them T-T.
reblogging for my friends who likes pikmin
(someboady bring me back tmrw so i can show them this image)
pikmin temptation and pikmin sin 😈
HERE IT IS.
MY GREATEST CREATION.
ngl, reminds me of Thea Stilton and her gang (the mouse characters, Geronimo Stilton's sister and co m the Geronimo Stilton universe)
(c) glitterwings, 2003 https://www.deviantart.com/glitterwings/art/ALL-the-boobed-ladiez-2360033
reblogging for my irl trans friend who doesn't and will hopefully never have tumblr
remember: you are loved 💗
the sonic ones
some kandi cuffs i made for my favorite lil guys :)
THIS ONE
THE SONIC ONES
HOOWWWWWWWWW
I finally made the Rainbow Road Kandi Cuff!
I know everyone has done this by now but it's always been my favorite MK track so I had to do it too! Please appreciate this nice video version (sound on!)
Pics also with included blacklight version!
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HOW ARE YOU MFs SO CREATIVEEEEE
Here's another kandi bag! This is my crayon box bag that I've been working on for about a month- I'm very proud of it
I found the front panel online, but i made my own patterns for the sides, back, and straps. If anyone's interested I might post the patterns:))
OP DROP THE TUTORIAL
All of my Kandi clowns!!!!!!!!
I love making me silly little guys they just make me so happy. I'm open for suggestions of more colors I should make them in <3