Just Love This Kind Of Befor And After Pics ♥️

the last monthes

the last monthes werent very easy for me.

around my birthday i have lost some close friends of mine. which hurted me alot.

and some weeks ago i learened that i cant get pragnent anymore because of the surgery i had in july. getting kids and be a mother was something i really wanted. this wasent something which was clear in the past for me but in recent years this changed.

i feel sad and kind of betrayed and disillusiond. it is kind of my own fault because i never followed my dreams and focused on different things like work and stupid ideas i had in the past. what i got from this is that i have lost a wonderful and good man and that i can never have a family.

Hello 🤗

I m a 32 old ex feminist who try to learn my place under men. I needed some time till i begun to understand. And now i try to better myself and make my wrongdoings right.

A little stuff about myself 😊

I m from Europe and work in the service industry. A very long time of my life i was a very voval feminist. I never managed to get a higher education und wasent very successful in jobs. I blamed men and society and so i became very hateful and unlucky. Just recently i learned about MY shortcomings. Now i want to better myself. i love traveling, cooking and music especially kpop and jpop ♥️

its funny I nether wore fishnet tights bevor. but recently I begun to love them 😍 didn't even want to put them down 🥺

first hot day since forever! ☀️🔥

how do u like my outfit??

reeducation is realy a hard thing and takes sadly alot of time

There is no specific time, place or situation. As a female you have no control and should be taught that early in life because it will only be harder to re-educate you of your place and purpose later. Men make the rules. females follow.

so pretty ♥️

so pretty 🩷

she looks so much fun 🤗 rolemodel 😍

cant say it better! 😋😝

Lately i realized that every time i’ve done something because a man told me to or because i thought he would like it. Every time i’ve made a big mistake it’s because i did what i thought i wanted or tried to figure it all out for myself.