My Moon Shines For Me.
My moon
My moon shines for me.
I look from below, darkness clawing at my body.
I feel the icy fingers of self doubt.
I feel the heat of the blade of my own hatred taking ever opportunity to bury itself into my brain.
Before you I was on a path so empty.
Without you I'm lost, a broken compass, taking on water in the storms I chose to sail.
You believe in me.
I take your hand.
I'll wound you. I'll hurt you. I'll make you have moments of doubt, and unneeded pain.
I can pretend it's obsessive behavior, my need for validation, my weak value in myself.
Ultimately I can't follow that wire the one that ends at my mouth, the puppet of my mind, I look deep to find the source to see where the wire originates... If I had my way, I'd rip that fucker so hard out of my body and pray I was the man I wish I was with you.
I can't.
All I can promise is every mile down our path, every word spoken between us, every moment you give me your time, that I'll spend it showing you my love, my respect, I'll cut you when you need it, I'll care for you after, I'll strive to put you first and try to get you to feel it every day I am allowed.
All I can promise is I'll try to wear out that connection, to pull and wiggle, to break the internal connection, to render that wire useless, or all least render it unable to control it, with the force it has.
I value the moonlight that shines on me.
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In the backdrop of dark inner thoughts, wounded with slivers of hope, I take solace in your aura.
The beating of your heart, drowning out the inner doubt that screams inside me, if they get through I push against your chest harder, for tonight I cling to you.
I don't come to you for redemption. I don't grip you tight out of desire to hold you down.
In this world of darkness and cold, I come to you because it feels right in my soul.
How sexy you are when you wear your stockings....
You are unlike anything I've ever found...... I'm so grateful for you.
Don't be stubborn, don't be stupid.
If your moon, shines for you..... Use it!
Absorb it.
Soak it in.
Close your eyes, fall to your knees, spread your arms wide, if you feel led.
But do not turn your back from it, especially when it's what you desperately need and desire.
No matter the location, we both can look up at the sky.... See the same moon
It's my addiction...
The Moon And The Castle - Photography by Mauro Maione Full moon viewed from the Town Hall building in Siena, Italy.
Moon....
Tonight my mood.... To press myself against your chest, let the emotions out, as I soak in your protective aura....
Craving you... Your skin... The softness of your body...feeling your muscles beneath my fingertips twitching to my touch.... Every curve I see beneath your clothes, now exposed and mine to explore.... To slide Into you bare.... To take you raw, intimate.... Losing one's self to time and environment
Una calda doccia
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