You Better Believe I'm Trying

What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes part of us

I'll tell everybody I'm fine , cos wtf you gonna do if I'm not

Why do we only rest in peace, why don't we live in peace too!??

How you gon' win if you ain't right within!!?????

Now that I've ruined everything, I'm fuckin free

I'm earth. I choose to become earth l, to embrace each season, each love, each friendship in it's lifetime. To realize each season when it goes without questioning why or when it would happen again. On nights when I look up, the sky is full of million stars, clouds and all . I rejoice to be part of that heavenly orbit. On days when it rains, I open up to the softness and touch of rain and drink to my fill. When the sun comes out, I welcome the warmth and the heat . I have found the joys of being mellow in spite of the scars . I have been earth since that hectic day..

I think love and pain have a symbiotic kind of relationship. They are intertwined like twigs in a crown of thorns . You cannot have one without the other .

Her love is not the loud hammer that shatters rocks, but the gentle drop of water that melts the stone.

Smh😓