Disconnect

long overdue for a scream in the woods

From Boot theory by Richard siken / Black telephone by Richard siken / from Olivia Gatwood+Francis Forever Song by Mitski/The Cow by Ariana Reines

All the things that I did , I did with these hands of mine

"I am destroying myself so other people can't," she said, "and it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form I know."

— (via sofijasofia)

every tumblr user: despite the fact that no one views or cares about my blog, i will continue to spend the majority of my life updating it

girl help i’m starting over again for the 1000th time & i’m beginning to think that life is a never-ending cycle of starting over & i actually have to make peace with that in order to move forward

everybody leave town i need to talk to myself on a walk for an hour and fifteen minutes

person a: when i love someone, i gaslight them

person b: you don’t gaslight me

person a: of course i do

person b: no, i don’t think you do

person a: yeah, i do, i gaslight you all the time, darling. how could you forget?

Clarice Lispector, tr. by Ronald W. Sousa, The Passion According to G.H.

unstoppable force (my anxiety) meets an immovable object (my anxiety)

Good psychological horror got me kicking my feet and giggling