Sskk Fans (me) Really Won With This Chapter I Will Never Get Over It.

its ya boi, anxiety author Poe

this manga has me in shambles with every chapter, the meaning behind every little thing makes me go INSANE-

What do you mean. What do you mean Akutagawa didn't know why Atsushi saved him. What do you mean Atsushi saw how Dazai treated Akutagawa, thus adding a new layer of understanding between them. What do you mean Akutagawa wanted to kill Atsushi for fear he would never be accepted "and then—" And then what, you fell in love??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN DAZAI WAS THE DIRECTOR BECAUSE ATSUSHI TOO HAS TO ACCEPT HIS PAST—

people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.

shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own

Atsushi saw Akutagawa's past. He learned about Akutagawa's trauma. He knows how Akutagawa was treated, how he was taught, what he was put through.

He understands Akutagawa now

He fully sees Akutagawa for his humanity now

Atsushi has seen Akutagawa's darkest, most vulnerable side now

And that's just so...

I can't even put it into words oh my God, their relationship is so complex and heartfelt I'm screaming

I have a feeling that Akutagawa doesn't mind Atsushi seeing his past, seeing him at weakest, lowest point

I think their trust runs deeper than that

Also Akutagawa isn't alone anymore. Nor is Atsushi, because they have each other. Akutagawa has someone who knows and tells him he isn't weak, Atsushi has someone who can be by his side and save him. I feel like without each other they aren't complete

THIS IS STILL ONE OF MY FAVOURITE DRAWINGS IVE MADE OF THEM AHHH

random thought but- why does this scene

remind me of that one seagull meme

like- they’re the same picture i’m sorry

having long distance friends is so fucked. do you wanna come over to my house and play (it will cost us 1 william dollars)

i cant let them go yet apparently

teasing hinata is a team sport too 😜

all credits to the artist @skyellux on ig & tumblr

So Akutugawa just watched Atsushi disintegrate before his eyes and who knows if he even knew what that meant.

In doing regained his memories and is currently at the strongest and probably also the angriest he’s ever been in his life.

Well.

Good luck to Fyodor he’s never getting another word in ever again.