i really enjoy working on this, like i wish i had something like that, which in turn made me realize it's not complex enough
Día: so. . . who are you? París: apparently i'm a dating sim protagonist but like, i'm aro i'm not into that stuff i just wanted friends París: and you? Día: oh! i'm just a girl that works at a cafe
[Día she/her París they/them]
capitalism am i right?
What do you mean things cost money????
sometimes i like to think that i could get that with friends, like i could dance with friends, or talk with them or them being my comfort...
but sometimes i feel as if i know that not only that wouldn't be even close, but alright simply imposible. People would not give me their comfort or their love as for they have someone else... and i would never
even if the only thing that i could get out of it is the pain of being unloved... sometimes it feels as if even that would be a gift, instead of being unable to love.
99% of the time I'm fine with being aro/ace. If the struggles of my friends tell me anything it's that relationships/dating tends to cause them more problems than anything else. 99% of the time I'm fine with simply entertaining myself with imaginary romance. A moment where I'll imagine myself dancing and goofing off with whichever fictional character currently has my attention, the moment intimate but not sexual. I imagine what it might be like to love romantically in that moment, the music that spurred the daydream playing on the radio, a ghost smiling lovingly back at me through the mundane work of my job; a ghost that will never have a physical hand to hold, the love in their eyes nothing but a reflection of what I've seen in movies. And then the moment ends, and I feel an indescribable loneliness knowing that I can't feel that way with a real person. As much as I want to, my brain and heart have decided that's not for me. I can love my friends, I can love my family. But the love of a partner that makes your heart flutter and draws your eyes to their lips, your hands to theirs, the world seeming to slow around you... That's reserved for everyone else. All I have is the imaginary, and the ghosts in my head.
WHO AM I ?
do you think you could make an alternate image for the cringetober prompt list without the high saturation/patterns? i’d like to participate but i’m photosensitive, i’ve seen the alt text version but it’s easier to have it all in one image <3
oh my god of course! once again I'm SO sorry for not thinking of this earlier, I totally blanked that people might have a hard time reading it. I'll do better in the future <3
hoping this works!
IT'S SO CUTEEE AKLJGEIODKGJKDSLAKDSL
I think it’s trying to escape
since i don't really have such an obsesion with a series that makes me insert myself into it (or one in which i put the effort to designing a character for it) i just draw myself in a try of the style of bocchi the rock bc i was watching it yesterday
this is some of the most gae shit i have ever seen and im all here for it thank you :D
"The Song Remains the Same" To my one and only @kaylasartwork HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 Including artwork by @ayviedoesthings and @welldrawnfish And a few cameo from @rominaflauers, @nyxisart, @deadeyedfae and @ralathehuntress
And here's the two covers related to it <3
now im on track and ready for tomorrow's challenge, today's one was fun tho, i basicaly invert the whole process in which i draw so it was nice