I Fucking Hate This Trend (it Is The Most Understood I’ve Ever Felt)

delulu girls favorite part of the day

i realized i never speak abt how im feeling and i keep everything in bc i don’t want ppl to perceive me in a negative way like i already do with myself. i already think this way about myself i don’t need anyone else to do that too.

question i would ask you but i can't

you said you were sorry, but did you say it cause you meant it or cause I was leaving?

i need someone to desperately fall in love with me rn. i swear i’ll be good🙏

the feminine urge to want a boyfriend really bad but being afraid to kiss and show affection

When your heart is bigger than your brain

𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑒𝑟

unfortunately i'm back at uni

I genuinely was dreading this since the day I landed back home. I am still considering dropping out, taking a semester or year off, and just returning home. Worse case, I'll transfer to a uni back home and have no friends, but at least I'll be home with my family, and somewhere that's familiar, and I know by heart. Another part of me wants to stay and battle it out (also, I'm afraid of what others will think of me if I drop out/take a break). I went through so much my first year, and I'm afraid of going through them again. Depression sucks! Anyways, classes start in a few days, and I'm so stressed about it. I made a deal with myself to last the first month and then decide if I wanted to go back home. Hopefully I'm better mentally by then so I can stay here without being worried that I would be a danger to myself, If I am then I'm going back home to get proper help and to be with family.

I desperately miss my cats.