Don’t Sexualize My Creative Chaos. Actually Wait. Do.

im suuuuuper tired. i think ill stay up for another 5-24 hours

wait im not cultured enough to be in the f1 fandom yet (in the summer trust) BUT I JUST REALISED AFTER GOING THRU YOUR ACCOUNT THAT I HAVE A RENOWNED BEARNELLI(?) AUTHOR IN MY FOLLOWERS LIST???? GUYS IM WINNING

-@/y2kinnow :)

RENOWNED??? BABE I WRITE BEARNELLI FICS ON 3% BRAIN FUNCTION AND A DIET OF FROZEN BANANAS AND SPITE. I AM HELD TOGETHER BY FANDOM DELUSIONS AND OLLIE'S SHOULDERS. THIS IS NOT A LITERARY INSTITUTION. THIS IS A CLOWN CONVENTION WITH FEELINGS. BUT YES. YOU ARE WINNING. WELCOME TO F1 HELL. 💋🔥

stop asking “is this good?” and start asking “did it cause emotional damage?” that’s how you know.

daily affirmations: my whimsy will persevere my whimsy will persevere my whimsy will persevere my whimsy. my whimsy please my whimsy PLEASE NO MY WHIMSY (my whimsy is dragged away by the education system) NOOOOOOO

I love how you completely disappear from the face of the earth for while and then return to bless us with the most life changing fics ever.... I LOVEDDD the new fics especially the lestappen to Cadillac one

( also Greek tragedies update when?? 😭😭 ) (no pressure tho, take ur time 🤍)

lmao inspiration sneaked up on me and held me by my neck and cradled me into writing a couple of fics.

also greek tragedies will happen when I SAY IT HAPPENS. aka i don't have a plot for it. i was technically planning on making greek tragedies into two parts.. first part being what it now is and second part being the continuation of bearnelli fic as well, with the quest and stuff.. but I can't for the love of all things whimsical figure out a way to write it down. but I will get there somehow. nothing to worry abt. sorry abt the rant. love you for reading. love you for existing. byeee

I FUCKING LOVE YOUR FICS!! ❤️ Red Flags and Checkered Hearts.!max is my spirit animal! pls share your secrets on how tf you write so fast… im in awe…

i get possessed by the ghost of shakespeare. i black out. i wake up with a ~10k fic. works like magic babyyy

also thank youuuu for reading so much love <33

gap in my résumé cause i was just snuggled up so cozy

Becoming a writer is great because now you have a hobby that haunts you whenever you don’t have time to do it

Use filler words as much as you can babe & anything you write will turn out beautiful

Can I suggest a Max POV?

Of the years they didn't talk to each other during?

If he saw how much Charles had struggled through them? The suicidal tenderness? The reckless driving? & Max has said that when they watched the movie with grid Charles ignored him, maybe expand on that?

I would love to read what was going through Max's mind while he was checking Charles's phone

I'm just throwing ideas around but I'll stop cause I feel like I'm coming a bit too strong and I'm stressing & overwhelming you I'm sorry😭

-🤖

no coz that was literally my plan. like charles' pov wouldn't hit after that whole mind numbing shit I wrote for chap 1. ig I might make max walk thru all the yrs since 2021 with a very zero memory Charles (or improving charles,, who knows anymore). and then I will make max cry. and then I will cry. tears are great moisturisers and all that.

i wrote like very lil already maybe i could post a snippet??? mayhaps??? if u want me to??? do you??? pls say yes???

I just read your Landoscar serial killer vampire soulmates fic. Insanely good. The level of randomness along with Lando matching Oscar's freak is so awesome. What was your inspiration for it? Also, please write the meet-the-parents chapter!

first of all thank you so so much for reading. and the inspo was my braincells yelling at me to write something instead of studying for finals. and I also read a lestappen fanfic recently with vamp au and I was like HUH.

and yes! i will update the parents chap. at some point.