I got stuck with a wave of lust so strong after inoccently thinking how sweet and loving my boy is that I drowned. And may or my not have soaked one of my blanket after using two fingers as a means to stop my brain from haywiring. Looks like I have to do laundry...after a shower of course. 😅
We hung out today with some of my friends and he kissed me twice. I did it as he was leaving by grabbing his collar and kissing him then I panicked and tried to back pedal. Only for him to mutter a "No you don't" as he held my waist and kissed me again. Genuinely felt a bit dissy afterwards which was a surprise but goodness did he catch me off guard with this.
We both called again when we got home and I ended up confessing a wet dream I had in detail where he fingered me to him. He teased me and added something About storing it away for later. Teasing me like that both makes me want to be submissive and manhandled or bratty and assertive. He made a comment about making my insides sticky and I jokingly brought up a condom to which he replied "Ehhhh...". Only to end it off by asking how many kids I'd want in the future.
I responded with two or three but I had to fight my brain from saying "Baby boy as long as we're financially, emotionally, and mentally good for it I'd pop out as many kids as you want sir." Thank god I'm too much of a wuss for that but he gave me a ring as a late birthday gift though.
Yall...how does one focus on work when their slightly chonky boyfriend awnsered their nightly call bundled up in a blanket, after texting this:
"I humbly request calling privileges for tonight oh gracious ruler"
Then he had the audacity to move said blanket to tease my sanity with bare skin? I'm bitting the bars of my cage. I wanna bite him.
Called me on discord after texting to make sure I'm not too tired from dinner with family so he could sing happy birthday to me. Then letting me rant about my day and giving questions to things. Talking about his college plans and how beautiful he finds me.
The way this man has me in a choke hold. The way I'd let him hold me or speak to me even if I don't wanna hear it. The way he's slowly wormed his way into my heart and hasn't gotten back out like everyone else has.
I'd let him do so much more than hold and talk to me. If I wasn't embarrassed by my thoughts maybe I'd tell him out loud.
Toasted strawberry pop tarts are a fucking delicacy when you're on your period man.
Wanna hold his hand while his head is buried between my thighs 😇
BTW i see these posts all the time like "ohhh i dont know what to comment on fics.." and every response is "keysmashes! or hearts!! anything works :3" and thats GREAT!! thats helpful!!
but: consider. if u genuinely like analyzing writing.. do u know ur just allowed to go through and quote your favorite parts and ramble abt what they mean to u and the author will LOSE IT WITH HYPE?
genuinely. i felt SO WEIRD the first time i did it.. but like. holy shit authors love it. its crack for authors. the first time i did it, it was on a fic that hadnt updated in half a year, give or take, and the author made 3 updates that month BECAUSE OF MY COMMENT.
LIKE. as an author every comment is INCREDIBLE!!! but also, dont feel like your comment has to be short or otherwise ur invasive or smth!! authors ADORE long comments more than ANYTHING.
Currently on call with him video call with him. And his dad is up stairs so he sends me a text being like "just a heads up from the way your camera is angled I could see some under boob"...
My nerdy sweet boy. Jannu. I answered the call in a cropped thin white tank top and shorts that stop at my hips. I don't care if you saw a bit of under boob. So I said that and he said. "I know but I just thought I should let you know."
I love you and that you check my comfort with everything in our relationship since you know I had a shit one before but please, acknowledge the fact I'm doing this on purpose. He's so cute when flustered.
Literally me with him.
I love people who make me forget that I'm shy like, where have u been during, almost, my whole life? i mean, i missed you and i didnt even know who you were
Having a boyfriend is interesting. Talking to another nerd that somehow finds my flaws attractive makes me feel better about my nonexistent self worth and he knows it.
This dork. My dork but still. <3
i just want to sit on his lap in a pink mini-skirt with no panties while im so wet that i leave a visible stain on his pants, with mascara running down my face, and im just all whiny while im sucking on his fingers wishing it's his pretty dick 🎀
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