Just Started Rereading A Book I Really Liked Some Years Ago, Not Even That Long Ago, It Was Defo Not

Part one of a spn portrait series I’m working on

The seasonal depression is hitting "I need to jump into a lake" levels, might go try ice bathing for the first time since I was a kid

If a good nights sleep is the human equivalent of turning a pc off and on, ducking your head under icy cold water is the equivalent of a factory reset

(Haven't been ice bathing since I was a kid, but I usually go for a swim in one of the lakes around my parents' house the first proper warm day of late spring (like 15°C) so the water IS cold as fuck)

Okay but hear me out. So the Castiel winchester headcanon is really good, but like, personally I kinda feel like Cas needs to be more his own person, like the winchesters are deof his family, but he is more than just what he is for them. Therefore I prefer the Castiel Novak, like, its a bit weird cause he doesnt really have a realtionship to this family (except obv Claire) but still, I think he really could've made it his own. Okay thats my two cents

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Anything over 20°c and I'm actively dying. I'm uncomfortable in anything over 15° c...

Personality test, is 80f/26c too hot for you?

Being an extremely extroverted person with chronic fatigue sure is a fucking trip

What do you mean I can only be outside of my house for like 3 hours a day???? I need to TALK to people, be SOCIAL, have shit HAPPENING

Shoutout to my flatmate that gets attacked with a fucking monologue any time she dares exit her bedroom. Cause then I've been sitting in the shared living room for HOURS, just charging up shit to say, and everything spills out at once the SECOND theres a living soul there to listen to me

I'm pretty sure I was more open to other people having different opinions than me as a child than I am now.

I remember being all "people can vote what they want! Voting should be anonymous! People have different opinions!" Then I turned 18 and actually had to understand my country's politics. So now I'm over here like "if you vote for any of the right wing parties you are a selfish asshole and don't deserve to call yourself norwegian <3"

I literally have NO idea. Have I tasted cilantro? Yes, and I did think it tasted absolutely awful. But I dont think I'd say it tasted like soap. There is a possibility that I do not have the gene, but simply don't like cilantro.

On a different note, I do know I have the gene that makes grapefruit very bitter (tested it in school, and have eaten grapefruit) but I have eaten that shit with a load of sugar since I was like 4 years old and I absolutely love it

i need to know

Cas and Aziraphale would have had some amazing convos if they ever met

A: "yeah, so he did this big confession, and then he kissed me-"

C: "What?? He actually kissed you? Damn you lucky bastard"

A: "well yeah, but I couldn't go with him, heaven needed me"

C: "So you just LEFT him for heaven?? Do you have any IDEA how many times I've gone against heaven, properly betrayed them, just to be in the same ROOM as the man I love??? Meanwhile you get KISSED by yours and STILL abandon him for heaven? Tsk tsk"

A: "well, it's not that simple though, is it? Hes a demon, Im an angel, we couldn't ever acrually BE together"

C: "I mean, mine was a demon to for a little bit, doesn't mean its hopeless, and your demon is a NICE one, mine murdered people"

A: "but it doesn't matter that he's a Nice Demon, we still can't be together, he had the chance to become an angel and be with me, but he didn't accept it"

C: "oh, cause being an angel is so wonderful, huh? Dealing with all of heaven's rules?"

C: "Look, yours is still waiting for you, he isn't dead, and he isn't posessed. You can be mostly free from heaven if you just try. You are the ONLY thing stopping this from happening, so stop being stupid and appreciate what you got, we can't all be that lucky"

A: "I guess youre right... what happened to your anyways?"

C: "oh, well, I confessed my love for him, then I got sent to super hell, shortly after he died and went to heaven..."

A: "... You know what? I gotta go talk to mine... heaven be damned"

(I know this is very out of character, but you get the vibe)

God do I wish this was how dean breaking the news abt cas’s death to sam went, instead of that lame thing we actually got...

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