Anything Over 20°c And I'm Actively Dying. I'm Uncomfortable In Anything Over 15° C...

Not to fucking MENTION how all these rules constantly change depending on the angle, oh the head is tilted down? NEW RULES. Oh the view is slightly above the head? ITS NOT THE SAME AS HEAD TILTED DOWN SO MANY NEW RULES

How the FUCK do people just KNOW where the eye belongs when drawing a face in profile????? With the straight on headshot there are RULES, the eyes are placed in the MIDDLE of the head vertically, fit an ENTIRE eye between them, AND an eye on either side (sometimes less depending on the lense zoom)

IT MAKES SENSE

But in profile??????, its still vertically halfway down, but THATS ALL YOU GET

HOW FUCKING WIDE IS IT

HOW TALL

HOW FAR AWAY FROM THE RIDGE OF THE NOSE

I absolutely HATE it here

I think the story of the time I was assessed for autism is really funny.

So my main "symptom" was sensory issues (still is). When I started the test I quite quickly realized that they were only looking for social issues, which I have never really had. So I quite quickly told myself "ah okay, yeah I'm not gonna get a diagnosis from this" which was correct.

But a few weeks after the test I was called in for a meeting to get the results. And no shock it was negative. However the lady started saying shit like "yeah so you did score a lot higher than people without autism usually do, but not quite enough for a diagnosis" and Im still over here thinking "what the FUCK made my score high????" Cause I felt I did all their tasks and questions the exact way a neurotypical person would do them, and that they never actually asked any questions that matched with the symptoms of autism I was experiencing.

I still don't have any idea what made my score so high, but with my tourettes it isn't surprising

Just some cute destiel celebrating new year’s!!

I'm so curious as to when my mom figured out I was queer, cause I'm fairly certain she knew before I did. Let me elaborate

I never directly came out to my parents. I simply told my mom who I had a crush on when I was about 13. I'd realised I was gay a bit before getting the crush, but it was quite close in time. However, like a year before I came out (did not even know I was gay at the time) my mom made a comment about how she had a pretty good gaydar when it came to queer women, because she used to play soccer as a kid, and most of the players on that team, were lesbians. I also feel like there have been a lot of hints to her having a hunch throughout my childhood.

The most obvious moment was once when I was like, 11 maybe? and my family and I were having dinner. And my mom said something along the lines of "when you all grow up and get husbands" paused, looked directly at me, and said "or a wives" It is possible that I'm remembering this moment incorrectly, but holy shit, if it actually happened the way I remember? that shit's just crazy.

Me finding out I was a lesbian was also a bit of an ah-ha moment for me. Cause I went 1st through 7th grade just thinking "I don't have any crushes on any of the boys because all the boys at my school are morons." Then I changed schools, and met a whole bunch of new boys, but I still didn't have any sort of romantic interest in them, so then the natural conclusion was "oooh, maybe I'M the problem, not the boys." Which turned out to be 100% correct.

So I'm thinking it is possible my mom, being an adult and everything, picked up on this way before I realized myself.

I don't think we as humans appreciate dry and not slippery ground enough. Just being able to put your foot down and TRUSTING it won't move unless you make it.

Anyways, the weather in Norway is being insane, it's wet and icy as fuck, and I slipped on the ice and fell into a puddle on my way to work today...

hi there! do you allow reposts of your art?

Thank you for asking! As long as you dont crop out my watermark, and tag me it's fine. But I'd prefer you didn't repost to any other platforms than the ones I am on (so the tag can lead directly to my acc)

This is the longest I’ve ever spent on a digital drawing with a whooping 13+ hours so you better appreciate the shit out of it!!

Currently selling a couple prints of this drawing here

I wrote a lill something to go with this, read it here:

Decided to redraw one of my OLD destiel drawings

Just started rereading a book I really liked some years ago, not even that long ago, it was defo not before covid so probs like 2020 ish, and I have been hit with the devestating realization that the mc, who I saw as a rather well established ADULT the first time I read the book, is now in fact;

YOUNGER THAN ME

(He is 20, Im almost 22, pretty sure I was like 18 the first time I read it)