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i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

i will reach my gw by summer

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

want to snack?

here’s a list of things to do instead :)

low intensity activities

read (helps if it’s on of your favorites that sucks you right in) !!

watch youtube/netflix/tiktok

stretch

sing

practice an instrument

knit or crochet

headphones on and lip sync in the mirror to music

headphones on and daydream to music

go on a slow and casual nature walk

paint or draw

journal

chat with a friend

sew or embroider something

shower

do your nails

pluck your eyebrows

give yourself a facial massage

online shop (or window shop) !!

daydream about your celebrity crush ;) fr tho

bubble bath

practice doing your makeup

practice doing your hair

figure out your color season (ive tried to do this so many times and still don’t know, good luck)

meditate

clean your makeup brushes

brush your teeth and floss

scroll on pinterest or tumblr :))

nap (one of my personal favs) !!

high intensity activities

headphones on and dance in the mirror

learn a dance routine

walk or jog

clean old clothes out of your closet

reorganize your room

yoga or pilates

weight training

go thrifting

do laundry

try your clothes on or try on different outfit ideas you’ve had

exfoliate and shave (this is def high intensity idc what you say) :3

go for a hike

I feel like my scale isn’t accurate enough. I know I’m heavier than that. Every time I weigh at the drs I’m heavier. How will I know if I’m ever actually at my ugw? I fucking hate it

Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!

leaning towards go completely insane

TW // @n0r3x!@

One binge won't make you fat, just like how one fast won't make you skinny. Get up brush yourself off and DO BETTER TOMORROW!

You got this gorgeous 💕

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards