(you Need To View The Image Or You'll Just Like The Post)

day 1 at the communal puzzle club: i see a puzzle with a sign next to it that says "please help with our communal puzzle" and i say to myself "don't mind if I do" and did the whole thing

Please support this campaign for Gaza's children and elderly! It's spearheaded by a father in Gaza who works hard on distributing aid within his camp. Getting a supply of diapers is especially critical because they're costing $65-$75 per pack and so parents are resorting to makeshift cloth diapers that are giving their babies rashes.

(Ignore the end of the video where I tell people to comment, that's for algorithmic platforms, here you can just reblog)

I Am Dazai Ch 7

I'm kinda sad. I thought the ending would be everyone would have this one epic battle in the End for so long. Since the End has been off limits for so long I though they were going to do something with it when everything ended and the left the DreamSMP for good. Like everyone would enter through the portal, all ready for this epic battle, everyone would be against each other, picking sides, teaming up, betraying, all at the same time. Fully decked out in Netherite armor, then they would see the dragon and everyone would start screaming in confusion. Some braver people like maybe Technoblade, or Wilbur would try to kill the dragon. (Guess that isn't happening.) Others would try to hide and run away from the people they made enemies with who are trying to kill them. And admist the chaos and confusion of everyone involved, someone would kill the dragon. Then as the dragon floats into the sky and turns into a show of purple lights, people would hug each other, say goodbye, 'cause the world is going to end before their eyes, then black. And everyone logs off for the final time.

So summary: I thought the DreamSMP would end in an epic battle in the end and when the dragon was killed, everyone would log off. It would be a cool way to end it. I guess not. :(

This really fits their dynamic imo, both emotionally and in terms of their abilities. or maybe I'm just a sucker for dazai being helplessly in awe of chuuya like the homo that he is

Just Chuuya getting some gaming in on a fine morning while the coffee brews 👀

sometimes self-care is just drawing really slutty femzai (´ー` )

Rare pair:

Spanish(the language) x Japanese(the language).

I feel like they flow into each other really well.

replacement suggestion for people who want the drama of Arahabaki being a voice in Chuuya's head that yearns for destruction and stuff (since canonically it has no thoughts or will of its own and is just raw power):

Picture our Nakahara "I do everything for my friends" Chuuya, Nakahara "with great power comes great responsibility" Chuuya, Nakahara "if I compartimentalize my trauma it can't hurt me" Chuuya.

Picture our guy so raw from using Corruption, or maybe not dealing as well as he thinks with his trauma, or maybe just really tired, or any moment of weakness where you'd want the Arahabaki whispers to kick in.

In those moments of weakness, the Bad Feelings get a hold of him: self-doubt, despair, anger, loneliness. It's so unusual for him to dwell on those things it might as well sound like someone else is feeding him those thoughts. Maybe it adds another layer of frustration. Maybe it does make him want to blow everything up, just to let off some of those feelings.

And maybe in that already bad state of mind, intrusive thoughts enter the field. Things he doesn't really want and things he would never do. Things that make him uncomfortable, things that scare him. He would be able to bring down the Port Mafia. He could kill all those random civilians. He could run away. He already has black holes at the tip of his fingers, he could just destroy everything and leave nothing behind.

And between the very real (but enhanced, put at the forefront) bad feelings and the persistant intrusive thoughts, things might get jumbled in his head. If missing departed friends is real, maybe wanting to get rid of those left is, too. If he's angry at how unfair things have been for him and his loved ones, blowing everything up might be a legitimate reaction. Maybe it really is what he wants? Perhaps that little voice, no matter how scary, is right?

In short: replace "Arahabaki" with "Chuuya's subconscious", for better and for worse. Not to quote Dazai, but: let Chuuya suffer as a human being. Let his struggles be tragically mundane and common.

(and for comfort there's nothing like bringing other people in for a reality check and ground him again)

cicadas :-) ⭐️

get a print here! https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/unluckyprime/scream-as-loud-as-you-can-make-noise-until-you-die/