Trying To Do Some Graphic Design

Is it normal to be like in genuine mental distress because you can't draw what you want. Like I'll see some really cool ass furry art and go "I want to draw like this!" But then I can't practice at all because my family just doesn't respect privacy and they insist on looking (or conveniently passing by all the time whenever I draw) in my sketchbooks. So I feel the need to limit myself to this sort of abstract style (which I do really love for the record, I just want to do *more*) so that my grandma doesn't tell all her friends that her grandson draws porn ("porn" being anatomy practice)

Can anyone relate. Am I just stupid and should draw whatever either way and blame it on them for looking?

Working on more excavation equipment, this time the prototype for the molten iron thrower - made from a repurposed Nuclear Thermal Rocket torch with pipe-fed iron particulate for maximum heat transfer toward whatever this thing is pointed at ! Lots and lots of radiators and payload storage for the purposes of not melting down when this heats up way more than any reasonably engineered device should ! They also happen to look hella cool

I LOVE PEARLESCENT COLORS

I LOVE WHEN THINGS SHINE BLUE PURPLE AND ORANGE

Happy Lunar new year! Have some dragon i made :)

Assorted doodles

Comically large spoon

YEAH yeah :)

Furry-friendly headphone design

I saw an anthro character wearing headphones with speakers nowhere near their ears and I was compelled to make this

Loading bar.... did u know that these like. little spinning icons and other animated thingymabobs that play while loading something are called throbbers. I think that's pretty cool . This is a throbber technically. Might use it as one in my next game project perhaps

Mortimer stepped in something I think updated model!!! Maybe I'll finish the rig tomorrow

another fun little lava lamp guy

(model is by @moopdrea, song is Wilton, Clarkson, James)