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everyday i get more and more like jude (pls help)

“Willem”, I ask you, “do you feel like I do? Do you think he was happy with me?” Because he deserved happiness. We aren’t guaranteed it, none of us are, but he deserved it.”

yeah “a little life” by hanya yanagihara is controversial or whatever but did you know that “and so i try to be kind to everything i see, and in everything i see, i see him.”

i just cried so hard i was screaming on the floor time to read lispenard street pt 2 to feel worse !

this quote haunts me

JB going into the studio for the first time after jude’s death

malcom’s last architectural model remaining unfinished

willem’s last script staying unsaid

the last time jude sang

the last time a piano felt jude’s touch

the last time willem made a shopping list

so many things unsaid, unread, unfinished, unplayed, undone, so many limes never bought.

i feel like jude would love easter. he would make cakes and gift eggs. HIM AND THE BOYS PAINTING EGGS. fresh daffodils in the apartment… god

i will literally never shut up about Een Klein Leven but I'm doing a rewatch (again) and holy shit I will also never shut up about Ramsey Nasr's acting. The face he makes when Brother Puke tells him they're a couple now (yall know what i mean) is absolutely HEARTBREAKING

that is an EERILY childlike expression holy shit I'm about to throw something. he said 🥺

AND THEN THE FACE OF HEART SHATTERING ACCEPTANCE OF THE INEVITABLE

RAMSEY NASR WHEN I GET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss the days when I was just planning to read A Little Life, when I didn’t know anything of Jude St. Francis, when he was just the “enigmatic lawyer” on the back summary

Just saw someone on Instagram say closing a little life by hanya yanaghihara feels like losing a close friend because of how real all the characters feel and it’s exactly how it felt to finish it for the first time