Guess Where I Was Today

woah careful now. you might end up getting an order from a law professor for bacteria cookies for his wife

okay but getting to see the real bacteria cookies was awesome

my roman empire is wondering whether jude st francis would have liked me as a person

thinking about how jude didn’t like having his photo taken and how after he died that meant harold and julia didn’t have many photos to remember him by

jude when he used to swim so he wouldn’t relapse:

i am so fucking high and i can’t stop thinking about jude st francis

“how does the israel & palestine effect me?” does something need to affect you personally for you to show some empathy, to care? do you not care that we are witnessing A GENOCIDE. an ethical cleansing of palestinians & countries such as the US, the UK arent helping and actually funding to support this genocide.

you dont care about genocide but you guys expect me to care about…your sps? you guys expect me stop talking about palestine and write back to you guys about the void a topic thats been done 27282919 times or wanting your crush messaging you back? atp just stfu

- a little life

dear god this book. this book is. i'm consuming it like i did with books back in third grade, back when life was just beginning to crumble and i was going down with it, back before i knew just how bad it could get. i'm devouring this book and it is so painful. it's speaking to me and it's making me cry.

yeah “a little life” by hanya yanagihara is controversial or whatever but did you know that “and so i try to be kind to everything i see, and in everything i see, i see him.”

it’s just. the way to the man in rome, jude is just a good looking boy who he complemented to his father, but the man will never know everything that happened to jude. that jude thinks he’s horrifically ugly. the way jude’s story ends. it makes me so fucking ill

not going to lie a specific scene in the book that really fucking hits me sometimes and i need to double down is when someone tells harold jude is beautiful . i just can’t. there’s something so solemn about it

i think about jude’s biological parents everyday actually. why did they leave him? did they regret it? did they wonder if he’d been successful? (he was) did they wonder if he’d actually even survived?