58 CHAPTERS AND WE MADE IT BOYSSS

hellooo!!! I'm popping in to firstly apologize for all the sudden reblogs!! I'm sorry if it's annoying xdhfjzhgjhkf but also here to express how much I adore your art and I am so happy I decided to go through Golden Rose fanart and stumbled across your (absolutely gorgeous) mc! <333 Your art is very pretty and your style is so expressive and soft in a way I can't hope to describe; just know it's so so pretty!! That's all, have a wonderful day and I look forward to seeing what else you post!

AAAAAAHH ok I'll admit I got a bit of a jumpscare from the sheer amount of reblogs but THANK YOU SO MUCHH

By all means I'm very flattered you like my art so much, it's a bit hard to appreciate my own art since I take it for granted most of the time so, seeing someone else love it so much brings a bit of a different perspective to that matter so, thank you for that too!

I hope whatever I post next within this century will be worth the wait for ya

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Wanna send some requests??????????? (I am running out if things to draw :), )

Ok fuck the neutral stand point cops fucking SUCK ASS right now

Okay originally this was gonna be WAY fucking longer cuz I like to be efficient in my ramblings, however I accidentally posted it unfinished, panicked, and deleted it

So take 2

I'm scared of posting this, not because I'll be hated for saying my beliefs but that does play a small part in it, I'm scared of the possibility I wont be taken seriously, and that I will just cause more harm than good in telling the internet what's on my mind.

However people r saying not to be silent, so I won't

George Floyd was a man whom was killed during an attempted arrest for attempting to purchase goods with counterfeit money by officers, one of which knelt on his neck while he was handcuffed. Though it is being investigated on whether or not he was killed due to suffocation or toxins in his system due to alcohol consumption or allegedly drugs, the officer played a part in his death due to his reckless and stupid stunt, more info can be found here, though if this is not sufficient will gladly scour the internet more for more info. But as we all know his tragic death caused outrage.

At first the protests started peacefully as per usual, but six days after they started a man was killed by national guard when involved in a angry confrontation, in an attempt to disperse the crowds. Again this goes into a little more detail.

Now this is a very gross simplification of the problem at large, and while I'm sure most of us know about it I just like to lay down the issue before getting to the meat and potatoes of this post, the views and opinions of the poster.

Honestly? I'm conflicted, I tried, I really did try to just choose one side (BLM) because my usual neutral stand may not actually do anything at the moment. But I couldn't, there's too many factors on each side to consider, and while I'll admit I'm very biased and mostly agree with the views of BLM, I also didnt like the idea of writing the officers off as,, well officers.

I think police should be held up to their actions like everyone else, I think their definitely needs to be some changes to the organization at large, but I dont like dehumanizing every officer and just saying all of them are ruthless pigs. Whether we all like it or not those are people too, good and bad, and generalizing them, to me, doesnt really contribute anything positive to the problem at hand.

But I get why were doing it.

Were angry, and tired, and just upset that this kind of shit just keeps fucking happening, hell I'm fucking pissed at then myself, I trusted this power to uphold its word and be an agent of justice for us all and it betrayed me, AGAIN. Of course I'm fucking pissed.

But I'm scared too

I'm scared that the police will just keep following their orders and just keep acting on the offensive, I'm scared this will turn into another bloodbath due to racial tension, I'm scared because I want to believe that we've learned from those incidents and want something better.

And I do

In my point of view, humanity IS the world, we all made it and we all change it and ourselves with it, at the moment my world is America since I live here and I've never had an opportunity to go anywhere else. But I want to believe in us and so I do, I'm not trying to be holier than thou, and like I said I dont have an answer for this, I'm only one person.

So that does beg the question on why I made this dumb little tumblr post

My personal beliefs are over all neural, I get it, they dont particularly contribute to anything but their mine, and i wanted to say something about this kinda shit for once.

This has probably been all over the place, and I apologize if it makes little sense, I dont like to say one thing about a big issue like this so I tend to ramble. If there are glaring problematic issues with my point of view feel free to say so! I dont expect you guys to agree with me, but I do appreciate hearing your guys view on the matter as well!

Afterall, if anyone can change the world its the world, and that means everyone of us

Uhm,, trigger warning?? Its vent art so it's not gonna be good, scratching and strangulation u know the deal

Sorry for the bummer art, it's the only one I drew so

I figured I'd post it

I really am trying NOT to harm myself further than I have already had, and that's good progress to me.at least

I wanna learn to trust myself, and I think I'm getting there

It's just bad vibes day

I edited this comic strip to get rid of Garf's text bubbles cuz I saw it in a post thread, and it seemed to improve upon the humor of the comic so I wanted to see the effect it had on this one

hellooo!!! I'm popping in to firstly apologize for all the sudden reblogs!! I'm sorry if it's annoying xdhfjzhgjhkf but also here to express how much I adore your art and I am so happy I decided to go through Golden Rose fanart and stumbled across your (absolutely gorgeous) mc! <333 Your art is very pretty and your style is so expressive and soft in a way I can't hope to describe; just know it's so so pretty!! That's all, have a wonderful day and I look forward to seeing what else you post!

AAAAAAHH ok I'll admit I got a bit of a jumpscare from the sheer amount of reblogs but THANK YOU SO MUCHH

By all means I'm very flattered you like my art so much, it's a bit hard to appreciate my own art since I take it for granted most of the time so, seeing someone else love it so much brings a bit of a different perspective to that matter so, thank you for that too!

I hope whatever I post next within this century will be worth the wait for ya

Okay… so like, I found @lyragames to be released interactive novel, and uhh, I haven’t stopped thinking about it since, at all Bro I didn’t think I needed this till I saw it but I’m hyped as SHIT it looks so interesting right nowww Anyway I don’t have too much on this guy but his name is Otto, and he a pretty boy perfect beauty that kinda thing. Probably secretly insecure and it gets worse when he turns into a fucking goose lol the details however I will have to work on These are rough design notes but I like it so far :)

Was a lil embarrassed by this old mood board thing with Mordred cuz my brother ripped me to shreds over the white tulips, BUT FUCK IT I worked my ass off of this thing and I’m gonna share it

It’s based off of the oc mood board trend thing going around (Idk if it’s still going around) BUT ANYWAY

Here he is again, my son, whom will suffer until further notice by @llamagirl28

This kinda contains spoilers (Very actually) for promare so I finally figured out how to do read more!

Man this man seriously hated kids holy shit, I am thoroughly convinced he only told Galo about the secret plan just to have an excuse to fucking kill him, anyway I just watched the movie and of course it’s my new favorite movie ever

In other news I’m close to opening commissions so more on that soon!

Okay for real, heres some shit you guys will probably be interested in

Used Jojo here as a coloring test subject, so criticism on the coloring and colors would be much appreciated!!