Latest Posts by localmentallyillwriter - Page 3

EHEHEHE YAYAYA LIKE I LOVE THIS, MY BUSTED AHH ART STYLE WAA GOOD ENOUGH TO TRY TO BE BASED OFF OF ?!?!?!😍😍😍

Sighhh but still, until I'm better than the person who makes me jealous it'll never be good enough👿👿👿👿

Is it bad that I want people to hate me because I'm better than them ?

*heavy breathing*

g-g-guys, O-o-o-odakida, i-i-its odakida, i-i-i-ITS CANON !!! THERE SO CANON OMG !!!!

THERE SO...OMG THERE SO CUTE IM TWEAKING OUT !!!

JUST LOOK AT HIM !!! HES WORRIED ABOUT HIS BOYFRIEND !!! AHAHSJHFDER

sobbing, there so silly, it makes me sick how cute they are 😔😔

catching his boyfriends curry like a literal king ^^

IM TOTALLY NOT TWEAKING ABOUT EVERY PANEL WITH THESE TWO !!!

kk....ill stop....

I wasn't gna post this but erm, sure y'all can have this freaky OdaKida thing ^^

The relationship headcanon generator is actually so fun :3

(I might make a post abt all my Oda and Kunikida hcs :D)

The murder man from соль haunts me a lot tbh :( idk why out of all the horror games he stuck with me the most

yes...yes I am

(I love my moots, you don't understand. Idk how to show my gratitude my other way >:3)

are you gonna give me notifications forveer @localmentallyillwriter

HIHIHAAIAIAHAIA ^^ yapping + important info for ppl who want to dm/are dming me :3

Kk Since a lot more people are finding my acc and dm/messaging me, I WANNA MAKE A FEW THINGS CLEAR SO I DONT ACCIDENTALLY COME OFF AS RUDE OR ANNOYING OR SMTH !!!

I usually yap alot whenever I get comfortable, or I js wanna yap. Sometimes I'll keep messaging if I think I need to explain something or I think I've done something wrong (which is often, but I try to keep it as little as I can) and sometimes I'll get so scared I've done something wrong, so I text very little (so people don't get made at me >_<)

I don't like texting first. I used to always have to do it with every single person, so now it really fucks me up when I have to message first (after a while though, when I get more comfortable I won't mind :3 I'll text first a lot.) I don't never text first, it js makes me feel like I'm begging for attention when I do lmao😭😭

I don't know if I'll always reply to messages. I get extremely paranoid if someone I don't particularly know or like/dont like the look of their blog, messages me first. Most of the time I try to message first, but idk if your thinking of messaging first, js be mindful and I'll most likely come off as rude😭

If I'm in a shit mood or episode, I probably won't reply to dms, unless my devious ahh decides to get a hold of my messages, sorry if I'm extra chatty and annoying. Most of the time I js cling to one person I like to talk to. (Which is insufferable whore on here then my dearest on Pinterest🤭🤭) if I am acting strange, it might be best to just leave me alone. (MAYBE DONT JS ABRUPTLY STOP TALKING, MY AHH WILL GET PISSED AND ACCUSE U OF LEAVING ME)

Uhh sometimes I randomly talk abt suicide or self harm, MB ILL TRY TO KEEP IT TONED DOWN !!! Maybe dont fully ignore it, js tell me to stop or try to comfort ?? Ahh, idk only my dearest can make me feel better abt it🥰🥰

Yikes, I'm realising now I probably should have put this out sooner.

I try to act as normal as I can, but if it's not blaringly obvious I struggle sometimes. Like a lot, and it's hard, so I'm sorry, but I still love talking to you guys ^^

Also if it gets to many people and to overwhelming ill turn off dms :3

>_<

I USED TO HAVE A FROG, RAHHHH ITS SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEEEEE >_<

EDIT I FOUND A PITCUFE OF HIM !!!

Anyways I had sewn a frog for one of my mutuals, please enjoy

Take this as an apology for taking so long to post

Also please ignore my ugly hands :’)

ahfiajgie real 😔😔😔 school is gna make me combust atp

I’m so tired skjsksjskskjsj

School is so mentally draining, I’m probably going to go insaneeedmxjsjsjsjsm

"I head canon -character's name- to be a ped0/gr00mer !!!"

People when they realize that pedophilia and grooming are two serious issues that aren't a 'quirky' 'silly' thing that shouldn't be headcanoned to a silly little anime character.

HERE IT IS !!! THE PROMISED CHUUYA WRITING !!! (not sure if this is considered fluff but erm, oh well)

Chuuya x gn! reader (partner relationship)

Genre: Fluff (i tried to make it more like that, but it could be taken as comfort as well)

Synopsis: Cuddleessss >.<

Word count: 518

Fine for all to read !!!

“Your hair is so soft Chuuya” You chirp happily, you hear Chuuya huff, flustered as he buries his face more into your thigh. You were playing with his silky hair, it was the fluffiest thing ever, and just long enough that you could braid his hair or put it in cute pig tails ! Chuuya had not been thrilled by the idea of having to lie on your lap while he had his hair played with, but it had been a long day at the mafia, it would be nice for him to take a breather for once and just indulge in some gentle care.

As you played with the cottony strands as orange as a sunset, you felt Chuuya’s hand creep up your soft, pillowy thighs. They were so delicate under his calloused fingers; he couldn’t help but let his face nuzzle in.

You were a still flower in his hell storm of his life, the mafia never giving him time for a break, never showing him care, but here with you it was heaven, he felt he was on a cloud, he couldn’t help but love the way you treated him and how it made him feel.

“Chuuya ? are you ok ?” You ask.

Chuuya blunk a couple times, slowly looking up at you, his grip on your thigh was a lot tighter as he had drifted away a bit. He blushed furiously again and instantly let go.

“Im fine.” He muttered, looking away once more to the wall, before he suddenly jolted up, causing a squeak of surprise to come from you. It immediately got cut off as Chuuya practically jumped at you, suddenly wrapping his arms around you and pulled you down, until the two of you fell back onto the bed in a mess of limbs.

Chuuya wasted no time holding you tightly against his body, resting his chin atop your head, fingers digging slightly into your side as he melted against you.

A soft chuckle escaped you as you pat his arm which was wrapped around your shoulders, it felt strong and lean under your hand, which was comforting to you in your own sense.

“Someone’s clingier than usual ~” You couldn’t help but tease him, just a bit, he always got so cute, all riled up and flustered, and no matter what Chuuya would always deny everything.

“Im not !” Chuuya said predictably, tightening his grip to crushing as he buried his face back in your hair.

“Your just warm, and I'm cold.”

“Suree” You coo, but let yourself snuggle into him a bit, your face snuggled into his neck. He was a cuddly dog at heart, his eyes sliding shut once more as he lost himself in your comforting warmth.

The sun started to set slowly casting a milky blue cover over the sky, the light glowing softly through the thin curtains, lighting up Chuuya’s calm and peaceful facial features, which was a nice change of pace from the usual brooding, serious man he presented himself to be. Here with you he could be as tranquil as he wished.

Hope u like it !!! Im so happy this didnt take to long :3

??? ME WHEN SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE STARTS TO FOLLOWS ME ?!??!?!?!

(im terrified, but im giggling and kicking my feet)

OMGGGG THXS TO EVERYONE WHO VOTED (I didn't expect so much😅) ILL START IT AS SOON AS I CAN !!!!! it will most likely js be cuddling abd js spending time with him ro whatever. Since I've already slightly done dates, but we'll see ^^ <333

The chuuya x reader oneshots and short stories i write always do the best (understandable, hes so 🤤🤤 istg)

ANYWAY, since they've all been so popular imma write another one, but i'll leave it up to YOU to choose what i write >:3

yeahhh 🤤🤤 it might not be out soon, but both chuuya things have immediatly gotten more likes n reposts n shit :3

The chuuya x reader oneshots and short stories i write always do the best (understandable, hes so 🤤🤤 istg)

ANYWAY, since they've all been so popular imma write another one, but i'll leave it up to YOU to choose what i write >:3

yeahhh 🤤🤤 it might not be out soon, but both chuuya things have immediatly gotten more likes n reposts n shit :3

FINALLY WRITING SOMETHING AGAIN !

What better to write than something with Chuuya :3 (this is the one that got randomly deleted 😭 and its kinda shit, but oh well)

Chuuya x gn! reader (implied relationships)

Genre: Fluff, i'd guess sfw, just a kiss, and VERY SLIGHTLY suggestive, like a very minute amount

Synopsis: Dragging him to bed >_<

Word count: 395

Fine for all to read :3

The melodic hum of Chuuya’s whistling carried through the small apartment from the balcony. Smoke curled around his light orange waves as he stared out at the warm sun outside, setting behind a wall of wispy clouds.

He tensed momentarily, his whole body alight with sudden alarm as he felt a pair of small hands sliding around his waist, before his thin pink lips curled into a smile, it was his partner, not a threat. He could relax.

“Hello dear, what are you doing up so late.” Chuuya whispered cooly, taking another big inhale of his cigarette as he groaned softly, feeling your face nuzzle into the crook of his neck, your soft skin melting against his. His free hand reached up to pat ur head softly, letting a gloved finger twirl around the strands.

“You weren’t in bed yet…I was getting lonely.” You mumbled, clutching onto him tighter, and tugging him back a bit.

“Ah…yeah…I guess I was just thinking…Its quite calming out here.” Chuuya mumbled, his strong body barely moving as he was tugged by you.

“..are you alright ?”

Chuuya didn’t answer that, he just stared ahead at the sky before he slowly put out his cigarette on the ash tray, the soft hiss of it breaking the silence. He turned in your hug to wrap his arms back around your body, pulling you closer.

“Lets get to bed.” He whispered, his lips brushing against your ear as you two walked back inside, locked in each other’s arms.

As they reached the dimly lit bedroom, Chuuya took a deep calming inhale. It smelt like safety, the scent of you and the linger scent of candles that had been burnt before, flooded his nose. It looked like his, his trinkets and clothes around, your clothes strewn across and your own trinkets mixing around with his. It felt calm, his shoulders relaxing even more as his fingers dug more into your shirt, his socks rested against the warm, beige carpet.

His smiled became gentle, he glanced at you before taking your chin between his index and thumb and leaning closer, his lips pressing against yours in a sweet, chaste kiss, his tongue just peeking out to lick at the soft plumpness of your lips. He pulled you towards the bed, your bodies sinking into it, arms still linked around each other's waists.

:D

Pretty short and quick, but i think its alright :3 I lob Chuuya sm, i would sell my soul js to kiss this man 🥺 /hj

shout out to this fucker @stinkyg00ber for always reblogging my shit, dunno what I'd do without u lil vro 🤤

Me rn ^^ idk how to input my own gif so I had to make it a video :(

ANYWAY I JS APPRECIATE U ALOT <333 and I think Ur actually top tier because u have Mana same as Ur banner, AND Ur art is yummy, AND KAITO AS UR PFP <333

js finishes the no longer human manga !!!!

*I'm gonna kms, wtf the manga is actually so much more detailed and sadder*

This book is such a rollar coaster and I actually feel so sad and just dead......I hate this book 10 OUT 10 DO (not) RECOMMEND!!!!

AHFJAHFBW ACTUALLY EXPLODES I LOVE TJEY WAY U DRAWING HIMMM AJFJAJ <33

He's here to show his appreciation ^^ (he's gna lick u)

I PLAYED AROUND WITH THE WORDS SWAMPING RUSSIAN WITH ENGLISH AND ENGLISH WITH RUSSIAN- :3 // NOT MY OC!

TYSSSMMM OMMGG ITS SOSOSOS CUTEEE !!!!

Yosano is actually so girl boss, lowkey fucking glad u got her 😭😭🙏🙏

<33333

(Also Ur writing is so good ong, thxs for doing this for me ^^)

𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 — ♡ @localmentallyillwriter ♡

Yosano would be the best match for you! She carries herself with grace and dignity, coming off as calm and collected, contrasting your more energetic demeanor. When around her, you can be chill and express your feelings more freely without fear of judgement. She also wouldn't mind your childish tendencies, finding them endearing sometimes. She's used to it thanks to Ranpo, so she isn't bothered when you do silly things. She has been shown to be capable of standing up for herself, not taking kindly to being belittled, a trait that you would find attractive no doubt.

♡ The both of you share a love for flowers! Yosano would love going to gardens with you, taking pictures by the flowers and having picnics there. If flowers are being sold, she'd also love for you both to make flower arrangements for each other. She doesn't know much about flower language though, and will have to consult the shopkeeper.

♡ Yosano would do anything in her power to help with your health problems. If her ability wasn't able to help, she would at least try and ease your pain using her knowledge as a doctor. Though she's usually rational and pragmatic, she's surprisingly good at helping you feel better when you're struggling with your mental health. She leans more towards comforting touches, but quickly learns to give reassuring words when she notices you're more receptive to those.

♡ She doesn't really mind your way of showing affection, i.e., biting. It took her a while to get used to it, but once she did, she became unbothered whenever you bit her, regardless of whether or not there was any clothing between your teeth and her skin. Sometimes when she's in a playful mood, she'll bite you back. But only in private.

⋘ 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . ⋙

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──・──・・♡ 𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞: 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭/𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭

The first thing that catches your attention upon entering Cafe Uzumaki is the smell of coffee, the second being a certain woman sitting by one of the booths. She perks up subtly when she sees you, greeting you with a wave of her hand. You grin and limp your way over. Her smile drops, eyes scanning over your body as you approach.

"How did this even happen?" Yosano sighs worriedly as she inspects the scratch on your knee.

You chuckle bashfully. "I tripped on my way here."

Another sigh, more exasperated this time. "I keep telling you to be careful..."

"I know... I try." You sit down, careful with your injured knee.

"I'll get a first aid kit." She gets out of her seat before you can stop her. A protest dies in your throat as you watch her leave. Still, you can't help the fluttering in your chest at the show of care.

While waiting for Yosano to come back, Lucy takes your regular order and makes small talk. The cafe doesn't get many customers, so she must be bored most of the time. You don't mind. She's fun to talk to.

"I'm back." Yosano announces her return, getting to work immediately.

"Your tea will go cold at this rate." You point out.

"It's fine. Let me treat your wound first."

The sting of disinfectant is dulled slightly by her warm words. She strokes your other knee comfortingly as you wince from the pain. Despite this, you can't help but smile. Yosano isn't the most verbally affectionate, but you've learned to see the love in her actions.

"Thank you, Kiko." You giggle.

She looks up at you, smiles and scoffs softly. Then goes back to tending to your knee, gently pasting a bandage over the scratch.

The rest of the world melts away, until you only see her in front of you.

PROPERLY SORTED OUT INTO !!!!

HAAIIII !!!!

I finally have energy to actually sort this out, sooo yaey new intro ^^

ME !!!!

On here I primarily go by the name M, but I don't mind any other name someone would want to give me. I'm in the age range of 14-17 (I hate giving my age so much((T_T)) mb) soooo id prefer if people interacting with this blog were around the same age (although I'm not to strict about this, I think i fully draw the line at 12 year olds, mayyybee get of tumblr all together, and I don't mind if your like 60 and interact, as long as your not creepy and you don't dm me ( ＞Д＜；)) Fucking uhh he/him btw (I don't think I'll ever tell someone my Xeno's until I'm super fucking comfortable)

Heres some dm info btw

I would prefer if you didn't tag me in tag games (I don't mind if your tagging me with something on your blog, like a draw you would like me to see, and idk if you don't have anyone to tag in the tag game you can tag me)

I just get overwhelmed pretty easily although I LOVE attention so spam liking/reblogging is alright ^^!

FANDOMSSSS !!!!!

Main ones currently would have to be Bungo Stray Dogs, Sonic, Death Note and Needy Streamer Overload

But I'm also in the FNAF, (idk if there's a fandom but) Sanrio, SpyxFamily, DHMIS, Life Lessons with Uramachi Oniisan, Suicide boy, ENA, Everything but Your Life

LIKES !!!!

FLOWERS !!, Drawing, Writing, My Violin and Guitar(｡-ω-), Water, Sleeping, Reading (specifically classic lit), The rain, Cinamaroll, Cream, Shadow, Mori, Oda, Kunikida, Fukuzawa, Sigma, Chuuya, Ango, Twilight(i cant remeber his non code name lmao), Bonnie, Ryuk, Moony, Dearest >.<

DISLIKES !!!!

Animals, Yelling, People who are doing worse(mentally) than me, Eating, School, Drawing, Writing, Heat/the sun, Being at home, Most people in general, People who call Mori a ped0 (it's not Canon, so your headcanoning something so serious to a silly anime character ??? Creepy as hell tbh)

Extra !!!

I don't really have a DNI list, interact with my blog all you like, just don't talk to me if your creepy or bad. I would like people to know it's safe for people of ANY kind trying to heal, ill support your healing ^^ I don't care if you're a pr0shipper/darksh!pper, as long as your trying to get better ^^ (no I don't support pr0shippers, I support HEALING pr0shippers, and that goes for anyone, I won't support you if your continuing the bad actions, but when you're trying to heal you have my full support)

FAVOURITE SONG RIGHT NOW !!!!

teen party rawr xd! By roshyw (there becoming my favourite artist >.<)

Tags to navigate my blog easier !!!

M's personal - any random yapping

M's drawing - art

M's writing - writing

OdaKida - IM THE CEO OF THEM BTW !!!!

WRITING DETAILS !!!

I will do requests, but if you ever do it might be quite slow, and if there's not enough specifying what you'd like it might be really different to what you'd want. I will write light nsfw (I'm not that good tho, I usually just start laughing and can't bring myself to take writing it seriously) I won't do any kink I'm really uncomfortable with (I think pet play and foot fetishes is really all) and I will NEVER write any romanticisation for sh, suicide, mental health disorders, ped0philia, rap3, SA, z00philia, unhealthy age gaps. Other than that I'll write anything ^^ I'm only good at writing for BSD characters tho, sorry >.< I usually write on my own terms, usually short reader x character things or one shots (if you have more questions js ask ^^)

Drawing details !!!!

I again kinda just draw on my own terms, I would be fine drawing any character tho, and if your character or oc interests me enough I'll most likely draw it anyway. I'm fine with drawing pretty much everything, not heavy gore/nsfw but i can do it lighter. I'm not really sure what my boundaries are tbh, just guess and see if I draw it

WHAT I DO KNOW FOR SURE IS IF YOU TAKE MY WORK AND USE IT FOR AI I WILL BE PUTTING YOU IN A BLENDER, DO NOT TAKE MY ART OR WRITING IT IS MINE >:[

Strawpage :3

I think that's all ^^ sorry it's so long (ToT) ×

I wrote up a quick KuniZai ficc <333

Kunikida x Dazai (their relationship can be taken as romantic or platonic ig)

Genre: Kinda angst i would say ???

Synopsis: Dazai misses Kunikida and goes to visit him :(

This one is fine for all to read :D

“Oh Kunikida. It’s quite a dull day isnt it.” Dazai purred, his fists clenching the handle of the umbrella tightly, knuckles turned white. It was pouring down outside, rain slapping loudly against the plastic of Dazai’s warm blue umbrella.

“I mean, you know I always enjoyed the rainy weather…but I remember you never did…It always interfered with your plans.” Dazai said with a wry smile, shuffling closer to the grey stone. Dazai carefully set up the umbrella to shield the gravestone, Dazai crawling under it to be protected from the rain. He curled up tight, Osamu’s fingers dancing across the bumpy floor of the rock.

“I wish we could still be together…” Dazai mumbled, his other hand, lightly clutching the red ribbon. He sighed softly.

“Kunikida ?....Why did you have to go ?...That was my dream to die…But I guess after a while you became my dream.” Dazai whispered.

He couldn’t handle the amount of emotions overwhelming Osamu’s senses, his knee’s pressing up close to his body, wrapping his frail arms around his legs. His chin rested a top his knee, small tears starting to slid down his face.

“I love you Kunikida.” Dazai whispered, drowned out by the loud pounding rain, Dazai’s body trembling as his frame was wracked with tears.

Soooo ya !! As you can see, just a short, sweet story, i also drew art for this, but lost SO much motivation halfway and it's so shitty lmaooo 😭😭 I might re-draw it and add it on later

Ok, i did have the art here, but it was actually so embarrassing, that i cried and deleted it. When i make some actual GOOD !!! art i'll actually post it :(

CHUUYA ONE SHOTS !!!

Hiii guysss, been a while since i've posted any writing, this is just once again more one shots, because i like them :3 there just so fun to write and make up. Chuuya might be a bit mischaracterised in this, and idk, who cares >.<

GNReader x Chuuya (implied relationship/dating)

Genre: Not really sure with this one (i would guess romance?) but there is some nsfw and explicate writing and words at the end.

Synopsis: Dates with him <3

Theres not to much nsfw, but i would say anything under 16 dni and i HEAVILY advise you to not read, (or at least not read the nsfw part, it starts at the 10th dot point thing, so if you are gonna read it, PLEASE at least skip past that part :3)

ANYWAY !! ENJOY POOKIES

-If you and Chuuya where in a relationships, he would ADORE setting up very fancy dates, taking you to the most expensive, clean and polished places around Japan

-He would buy you clothes often to go out to the dates to :3

-During the actual date, he’d hold your hand softly, finding the best space to sit, with the biggest view, and no one around. He’d pay for EVERYTHING, make sure and check up constantly that you were happy and calm, and if you ever got overstimulated or just wanted to go, he would immediately get you out of the place and take you to a nice quiet park

-Due to his work in the PM most of the dates start at night which is fine, he thinks its more romantic anyway

-Chuuya buys the most elegant wine for the dates and always dresses up in suits and hats, chains and jewlery, basically he just looks like a decked out mafia member and then you all dressed up in the outfit he chose. (He gets a bit upset if you don’t wear the outfit he picked out, but he wouldn’t ever voice that to you, or force you to wear anything you don’t want to)

-For the times you end up in the park instead of at the restaurant, you go on long strolls, arms interlocked, either talking about your days, or anything on your minds, or enjoy the peacefulness of the night

-He’d find benches that over look the nice water, and he hold you, stroking your shoulders, back and thigh (He is addicted to touching your thighs, he just really likes them for some reason :3)

-Most date nights take long, filled with endless laughter and pure joy and distraction from the usual despair of Chuuya’s life but if Chuuya or you are quite tired or aren’t in the mood for much, they will be quicker, and if either of you really just cant go, you’ll stay home and cuddle up, watching shows, or reading together.

(-Only sometimes, if Chuuya gets home extremely stressed, he’ll feel guilty and annoyed at himself for not being able to plan something, so he’ll get slightly snappy and pissed at you to take the anger out. He then just feels even worse about this, and will cook as best he can and cuddle you all night.)

-When you guys get home from the dates, he’ll shower you in kisses, both of you being slightly tispy from the wine. He’ll touch you softly, hands sliding down to your hips and thighs as he pushes you onto the bed.

-He’ll want to really make sure your consenting to everything he wants to do, so even as he kisses your neck and shoulders, hands running all over your body and under your clothes, he’ll be asking if your ok, if you want this, and if you're FULLY ok with this.

-If you’d say no, obviously, he’d stop, backing off and just snuggling up with you under a big cozy blanket. Having you as a little spoon, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck as the two of you happily doze off :3

-If you say yes, Chuuya, would absolutely just fuck you into oblivion. Of course, at first, he’d be gentle and soft, preparing you, kissing you, licking at your inner thighs and nuzzling into the soft skin, but as time goes on, your breathy moans and look of your body and blissed face, he’d pick up the pace. Skin slapping against skin, his cock sinking deep into and disappearing over and over as he nibbles, licks and grips at your skin.

-After finishing, the two of you would be sweaty and hot, but even so, Chuuya would clean you, snuggle you in a big blanket, and he would lazily drape himself over you and the two of you would fall asleep peacefully :3

-A delightful way to end the date nights :3

-Sometimes the two of you would be giggling messes and would just collapse on the bed, being all softly intimately and once again falling peacefully in each others arms.

Woah, this is a lot longer than the last one lmao. I guess i had more idea's. So yeah, as ya see, not to bad in terms of nsfw, but i really dont know how to do warnings and genres, so please help ig in the comments if yk how i could properly do that 😭

Byeeee <3333 i forgot how fun this sh!t was ^^

Wanna make some one shots about Oda because I can

(Still not sure if that's what they're called but imma just call it that, correct me in the comments if what im doing is NOT one shorts.)

GNReader x Oda one shots (Dating)

Genre: Sfw/fluff (ig)

Synopsis: Night times with him :3

This one is fine for all to read :D

-He'd just be so sweet, and kind and gentle and just absolutely LOVE you

-At first in the relationship he was slightly awkward, trying to understand what you enjoyed, what you liked and where your boundaries where (he struggled a bit, so you would have to tell him directly sometimes)

-He LOVES cuddling you, never being a little spoon. He just always scoops you up and holds you close at night.

-He kisses your face and neck softly, hands caressing up and down your sides as he lulls you into a peaceful sleep. His body is always warm, like a teddy bear, who doubles as a heater.

-If you struggle sleeping at nights, he'll do EVERYTHING possible to get you to sleep, like reading to you, forcing you to lay your head on his lap, big hands carding and stroking your hair, hoping to pull you into a nice sleep. He'll make you tea, food, and if you really can't get to sleep, Oda will stay awake with you and just talk about absolutely anything that comes to mind, and if you don't wish to speak, he'll simply lay with you and relax in your presence.

-You usually fall asleep after Oda as he NEEDS to ensure your asleep first, for him to feel like your safe. He physically CANNOT sleep if you're not sleeping in his arms. Oda will just watch you, observing your facial features and appreciating your utter beauty.

-The nights where you'd stay awake and talk with each other, he'd speak softly, and tell you stories from the mafia, sometimes he'd go quiet though, when he'd recall things from when he was younger, and he'd get reminded how he acted before and he'd just get a bit sad :(

-He assures you he's fine, but clearly he's not, so you end up telling him happy stories about yourself, or kissing him better :3 He doesnt like to admit it, but he loves just holding your hands and staring into your eyes, so when he feels bad about his past that's another way you help him :D

ANYWAY, HOPE THIS WASNT TO OOC AND UNCANON, and hope you like it. Istg this is the first time writing something like this :D Bye <33

Woaahhh first post :0

I literally have no idea how to do this, so enjoy some random ahh Nikolai sketch i did like a couple days ago. (i feel like i should introduce myself, but i have no idea how to work Tumblr vro, pls send help 🙏)