I tried numerous ways to get your attention..
but to no avail..
I waited and waited my eyes searching for yours..
but to no avail..
I made a fool of myself for you..
All for you..
Yet..
Why am I the one on the hurting side...
Why am I the only one on the losing side...
Why should it end this way...
Everytime... everytime..
My favourite places now have your scent..
My melody now forgotten... I hear only your name..
Can you help me out of this mess.. can you save me from my ruined palace.?
Can you take my hand and lie that it'll be okay..?
Can you give me your fake promises once again..?
Because this heart is fragile now.. it can't bear the same loss once again..
So darling stay.. stay
Stay till I go to sleep again
Stay stay stay till I find the courage to cry again.
Please stay.
Overthinking
I overthink and overlove but I hope one day someone might accept me this way.
chaotic: amazing music taste, probably good with technology, doesn’t bond with professors, has few close friends but lots of acquaintances, parties a lot, never focused (but when they are they’re really productive), really bad at reading people, cram sessions, bad sleep schedule
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Suddenly I thought of you today, just a simple passing thought of You. That's all
GODDAMMIT WHY CAN I NOT JUST FALL IN LOVE AND STUDY WITH YOU IN A SUNLIT CORNER OF THE CAMPUS LIBRARY WHY CAN I NOT BUY U COFFEE WHY CAN I NOT PEPPER UR FACE IN KISSES WHY CAN WE NOT GAZE AT THE STARS AND TELL THE MOON SHE’S PRETTY WHAT THE FUCK
Give me some time... to collect these scattered thoughts that lay on the floor just like the marbles that slipped my hand.
Weird thoughts that just pop in my head ENJOY~
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