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Some things are just better left unsaid. I’ve never been good with words, especially on the spot. I usually take my time to think about what I want to say and sometimes it takes me a while to respond.
But sometimes, there’s no point in saying anything more. If it’s not going to change anything or fix the problem, why say more and possibly bring more hurt? The trust has already been broken, wounds already inflicted. We can’t go back and change the past. Some mistakes you can fix, some you can’t. Forgiveness is one thing, but forgetting is another thing altogether.
So I’ll just leave it as it is.
I tried numerous ways to get your attention..
but to no avail..
I waited and waited my eyes searching for yours..
but to no avail..
I made a fool of myself for you..
All for you..
Yet..
Why am I the one on the hurting side...
Why am I the only one on the losing side...
Why should it end this way...
Everytime... everytime..
My favourite places now have your scent..
My melody now forgotten... I hear only your name..
Can you help me out of this mess.. can you save me from my ruined palace.?
Can you take my hand and lie that it'll be okay..?
Can you give me your fake promises once again..?
Because this heart is fragile now.. it can't bear the same loss once again..
So darling stay.. stay
Stay till I go to sleep again
Stay stay stay till I find the courage to cry again.
Please stay.
Overthinking
I overthink and overlove but I hope one day someone might accept me this way.