I wanna be a cloud :(
I lost so much,
I thought I had nothing...
I keep forgetting myself
I want to disappear
- "Long lost, and never found", Astha
Vulnerable yet dominant
I wish to fill myself with answers to questions I've never asked, for my mind is a hesitant colossal of chaos and mysteries , and it demands , but wouldn't dare , to know , more...
- "Inventing Love" by Astha Kesri
(inspired by the idea of food as a love language; portrayed beautifully in most K dramas; intrigued by these very episodes of metaphoric depiction, my own analysis of certain soft human emotions conveyed through food…)
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" if I start writing down everything that goes inside my brain....there you go xD "
I live with the fear of having to ask myself if I gave up too soon , and somehow that's all that keeps me going...
Maybe there's more to me than what they wanted , and I must've kept some secrets only to grow through all these wounds of mine...
I wonder if missing you was a mistake
What have I been staying up late for ? Why couldn't I sleep ? Maybe I should want myself more , maybe longing for you is killing me ...
I have monsters swirling through storms inside me , but I might as well look fine ...
I have dreams,
big enough,
to be buried within...
Walls,
I wish I could walk through them...
- Written by Astha Kesri
- Visuals by Vaishnavi
The text has been formatted by amalgamating the various stages my brain tends to process emotions through. With poetry and, without it.
I am extremely thankful to Vaishnavi for visualizing this piece. I can’t think of anyone else who’d film my poetry as you have. I look forward to more such collaborations where both of us can pursue our love for creating art.
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