@ batgott on twitter
i’m falling back into it again. i just feel like i’m missing out on so many good things, i’ll never get the high school experience again. why do they make it so hard me ? or maybe i’m not trying hard enough .
At this point I'm surviving on fantasies and daydreams.
please i want to be someone's priority please answer my texts eagerly, cling to me, kiss me, be desperate as much as I for contact, call me and let's talk for hours (what was the last time someone called me?), please i want someone, superficial friendships aren't enough i want more, i want to know you'll always be there no matter what and that you know i will be there for you too, im begging, i am on my knees, i want reciprocated, unshakeable devotion
im so tired
♡ 19 | vent blog | tw suicide, obsessive love, stalking, gore | diagnosed bpd she/her
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