I Require A Lot Of Love And Attention To Be Functional

tired

For the past few days I’ve been in pain coughing immensely the allergies and pollen triggered my asthma I was using expired medication but I went to the clinic today so I should be getting them tomorrow, I hated it I had to use my pump. and asthma machine multiple times per day I was scared I would have a asthma attack it’s so scary not being able to breathe :(

I’ll make a list of songs I feel relate to schizotypal personality disorder

average Nazi 😂

acting like they didn’t loose to the USSR 😂

Schizospec culture is not understanding why people demonize voices/hallucinations/delusions so much. They are just trying to keep me safe even if they aren't very good at it.

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Women when they remember

Sometimes I’m ashamed of having schizotypal personality disorder because when I do research, I see loads of serial killers and I think to myself will I become like them? 

I prayed for her to protect a child her energy is so heavy, I’m so exhausted

✞ 666 ✞

I can’t take it anymore I’m going insane

Being a secret musician is kinda fun