✞ 666 ✞

Either if you love or hate me cut me up

I’ll burn myself because my feelings don’t matter :)

I’ll burn myself because my voice doesn’t matter :)

I’ll burn myself because it makes me feel good :)

I’ll burn myself because I get treated poorly by the majority :)

I hate my parents their the reason why I’m suffering so much my only escape of death or leaving and never returning

ocs?

I’m thinking of making ocs but I can’t draw I’m terrible at it so I’m using AI instead, here’s what it came up with I don’t know what to make her yet honestly, all I know is that I want her sexuality to be a lesbian and sh/her pronouns.

Life isn’t real

I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life I cannot trust people

stpd culture is getting a prophecy at 10:30am and choosing to ignore it because you have to do this worksheet

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I just found out a gay white supremacist is following me 🧍🏽‍♀️ like white people aren’t superior and it’s cringe to think so, I’m honestly not even mad at that type of mentality I laugh at it like how are you gay and a white supremacist at the same time they don’t like gay people 😭 pick a struggle

I hate being a victim of sexual assault I struggle with stuff adults do all the time oh you feel sexy? I don’t you like to touch yourself sexually I can’t do it properly, I don’t feel comfortable touching myself and i genuinely get terrified when I think about having sex with my bf it’s annoying I hate him for molesting me and I hate my mother for seeing it and doing nothing, I can’t buy lingerie it makes me uncomfortable I don’t even like being naked in the shower I hate it I hate showing skin I hate when men call me sexy I used to think I was asexual but in reality I’m just still a traumatized child I hate my vagina I don’t like looking at it or touching it I wish I didn’t have one maybe if I didn’t have one I wouldn’t have been molested maybe if I didn’t have a vagina men wouldn’t sexualize me at all if I didn’t have a vagina I wouldn’t have low self esteem and struggle with confidence, I hate the way my vagina is shaped it’s small compared to other women and it doesn’t make me feel like a woman at all I feel like a child because mine isn’t as grown as theirs I tried to explain this to my therapist and she didn’t understand at the time I wish I was just born without a vagina I wouldn’t struggle so much with mental illness

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