Latest Posts by maxinenextdoor - Page 4

I don’t know if peaches tastes good with condensed milk....

I honestly do not like peaches but I really have to eat them before they get spoiled

I have peaches in the fridge and I’m gonna eat them now. 🍑

Don’t stay where you are needed. Go to where you are loved.

Thank you everyone for all the birthday greetings! 💗

I miss going out. I miss wearing shoes and jeans. I’m tired of wearing house clothes 😂

I was wondering maybe...

My mind won’t let me rest at night

I’ve been several months away from home living in the cityyyyyy 😭😭😭

I just had to take it easy. So much for rushing. Good night!

I watched a French movie and I cannot comprehend! Haha! I thought I was ready!!! 

Kinda having some hard time making friends. Have been talking to my family since lockdown and I never checked anybody. This is funny. And I am also scared making friends. When someone tries to talk to me I think I make them bored and at the end I feel stupid and I don’t even know what to talk about haha omg whyyyyyy

Happy New Year everyone! It’s noisy out here! ♥️ Despite of all the noise around, I’m doing a movie marathon of LOTR and The Hobbit. Hope you’re having a blast tonight! 💗

Three days to go, we’ll be saying hello to 2021. But it feels like we’re stuck in 2020 because of the pandemic. 

i miss going out.

So this is how it feels when you have so much inside your head

The difficult part of working at home is when you lose internet connection for 3 straight days every two weeks. What excuse am I gonna give to my boss?

I hope it went well. *fingers crossed*

I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death; and flung it back to me. People feel with their hearts, Ellen, and since he has destroyed mine, I have not power to feel for him.

—Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

And scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far

I am used to keeping things to myself. I am afraid of telling people about how I feel, or what should I do about it. I’d rather deal with it myself. 

There was a time when I tried to open up to people about some of the things I find a burden to keep to myself but then I am ignored and told that I am just overreacting about situations, or I’m playing with my head. They call me a drama queen. I felt humiliated. I tried to trust someone with what I feel but they just laugh at you and ridicule you, just dismiss it like it doesn’t matter.

On social media, some see people with mental issues as people who just love to create drama to be noticed. Even though how much you try to be understood, others will still think differently. 

Sometimes, if I think I can’t handle the pressure, or the anxiety, I break down. I retreat to my room. Write about it and just try to forget it, at least for a while. I don’t know. As long as it’s off my head I’ll be fine. It will just go away, unless something triggers it. It’s a cycle. Goes on and on and you do not know when it will stop.