My Top Hobbies Are Shame And Embarrassment But I Also Occasionally Dabble In Envy

Every time I feel like absolute shit about never even male failing at 18 months HRT, some smarmy fuck on the internet is like "oh it took me ages to male fail, wasn't until like 8 months and I didn't pass until 12 :( it's probably because I'm so tall, I'm like 5 foot 8" I am going to throttle you into the ground

I am not actually going to throttle anyone into the ground (except myself) but jesus FUCK, 8 years of denial, 2 years of processing, 18 months of HRT just to look like a fucking weirdo? I am going to kill myself for real

they seriously need to invent a medication that has no side effects and no risks and that cures everything that is wrong with me instantly and forever. and is raspberry flavoured

The last few events I've run for my local queer outreach organisation have had trans people who are new to my city or new to its queer community or both show up and have a good time and say they're happy they came. This gives me tremendous life, I love you forever fellow trans people I'm glad I made an event you enjoyed :)

When I was in Kindergarten, near the start of the year, my teacher had us all write our names on thin strips of paper.

We took those bits of paper and linked them into a big chain, each strip made into a circle and sealed with glue, such that everyone in the class had their name form part of our "class chain". We were all connected.

When anyone broke the rules, if it was bad enough or often enough, our teacher would call the offender up in front of everyone, and have them ceremoniously cut the strip with their name on it, so they were removed from the chain, and the chain was permanently damaged.

Needless to say, this was intimidating and scary at the time, and absolutely horrifying and fucked up looking back, and I have no idea what psychological torture shit my teacher was on, but jesus

special defense

does this count as anything ???is this art

girls love developing debilitating crushes on their friends. it’s one of girls’ favourite pastimes even

Holy shit you’re still a kid stop worrying about not being a lesbian in high school. Gay drama’s the same at all ages. You didn’t miss a damn thing.

This actually kinda pisses me off, you dont get to tell me i didn't miss anything when i was a husk of a person walking around in some sad dudes body one slip up away from killing myself

Sure being a girl in highschool probably would have sucked as well but why am i not allowed to dream about that life

Seriously im sick of mentioning an experience im sad i didnt get and people going "oh it actually sucks dont worry" fuck off i didnt get to be a real person in highschool.

I dont care if something sucked maybe I still want that experience even if it was shit