mellogore

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Do a little dance. Make a little love. Get the FUCK down tonight.

ED recovery update!!

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I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.

I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.

I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.

no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??

bona pasque, everybody!

i'm pretty when i cry

but it's i'm pretty when i thr0w up۶ৎ

the glassy eyes, the swollen lips, the natural blush, the raspy voice, the cleanliness of my organs

ugghhh i almost moaned

wish i was one of those people who starve when their sad.

"ill start tomorrow" bitch you said that 6 months ago, look at you still

It always hurts me to see people on here call 200kcals worth of food a “binge” because it’s not. A binge it’s a large (and I mean large by general social standards) amount of food that you eat in an uncontrollable way. Not a bit over your limit. We should bring more awareness to the effects of binging and what it actually is because stuff like this can be very alienating to those of us who actually struggle with this

how i eat knowing im gonna be sobbing looking in the mirror when im done:

Does anyone else have days where it feels like your ED is gone and you eat normally but then nighttime hits and you are just like… fuck.

seeing pictures of myself at my lw and realising I no longer look like that:

anorexics i am begging you to stop putting your thinspo in the binge eating tags please and thank you

Tw: binge talk, venting

6/14/24

I havent been able to control myself lately.

I am ashamed.

I am a pig in chains.

I am both the pig and the chain.

Oh what i would give to just be able to take a nap and wake up 40kg lighter...

binging→ feeling guilty but keep binging→ try to purge→ fail to purge→ feel nauseous→ binge again

what is my brain thinking i feel sick and i cannot stop eating?? pick a struggle damn

I hate binging

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I want to crawl out of this fucking bodyyyy

I hate it

I hate it here

Fat fucking goddamned blob with no stamina

drake?

I LOVE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER !1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!

my thigh when im ever inconvenienced even just a little bit

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I've been through something lately.

Gokurakugai by Yuto Sano – Chapter 19 ⦿ Let’s Make a Suicide Pact

chat, is this Ke$ha?