Look at his face. Look at his sorrow
The absolute most solemn look I've seen on Akutagawa, where he realizes Atsushi wasn't just some beast he could kill. Atsushi wasn't just an obstacle or a test, because Atsushi is human
Akutagawa sees that in him
I have no idea how Asagiri is gonna handle the end of the six months deal, knowing him it's going to be what literally no one could've expected, but the premise really interests me now. It always did beforehand, but still, now we know more about how Akutagawa feels about Atsushi. And Akutagawa doesn't know it yet, but Atsushi witnessed his past and trauma. They're bonded, connected and understand each other on yet another level now
And genuinely, I don't think Akutagawa can kill Atsushi
bro got so relaxed during a nap he un-tigered
He’s sick of them no paperwork is being done absolutely none
Saw someone on Twitter saying that maybe Dazai image shattering and becoming the headmaster was because Atsushi saw Dazai for who he really was and now the headmaster and him are in the same level.
Two abusers who stripped the humanity out of children for "their own good"
I'm literally throwing up rn don't talk to me
I need someone to rewrite all of Bsd in a fanfiction but where sskk is actually canon
Where all the VERY FREAKING ROMANTIC undertones are actually confirmed to be romantic and Atsushi and Akutagawa do love each other and like gdfhjgrvhkc idk that would be amazing, and probably similar to BEAST
Lover by Taylor Swift fits sskk imo
I can't not think of the lyric:
"Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out, and take me home
You're my, my, my, my
Lover" because of the "take me out" part obviously meaning on a date but also it can be interpreted as assassination in some contexts, and Akutagawa swore to kill Atsushi (as if that's ever gonna happen), but he could also take him on a date lmao
"And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?" is a fitting lyric to the dynamic of their relationship about how connected they feel inevitably even if they haven't known each other long (they're soulmates 😔)
"Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?
With every guitar string scar on my handI take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover
My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue
All's well that ends well to end up with you
Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover" the scars lyric, the hearts lyric, everything in this song is just so sweetly sskk (if they started dating, at least)
Tbh going “Oh so you died for me? You made me go through the traumatic event of watching you die in front of my eyes? You forced me to see someone I love die in front of me while completely powerless, unable to stop it? You had me taste how it feels to live in a world without you? You cursed me to experience what it's like to have my soul be split in half? To be forced to go on while regret and despair weigh you down? You showed me the horror of living in the complete solitude that is existing without you, showed me the excruciating pain, the inextinguishable grief? Well guess what, I'm returning you the favour.” is such a sskk thing to do. They're just petty like that
Okay but, Atsushi leapt forward. He was sliced from behind.
He should have fell onto his front, he should have been faced down when he hit the ground.
And yet, as he falls he somehow manages to turn over.
To turn towards Akutagawa, to keep his eyes on him and not the thing that just killed him.
His eyes that plead with Akutagawa to be safe, the hand that pushed Akutagawa away from danger still stretching towards him, are the last things to go.
With the last of his strength in the physical world, Atsushi fought to know he'd saved Akutagawa, fought for him to be the last thing he saw.
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