I Want My Boyfriend To Feel My Love. I Want Him To Know That. But Right Now I Am Extremely Angry With

Day 1. Friday , 18 August

There are so many nuances to my relationship that I cannot explain people at this moment. I wish I could. I have been in a relationship with my current boyfriend for over 2 years now.

In a day that is so hot and sunny---a day in summer.... Children get to go out and play, Dogs get to go on short walks, and I get to stay at home and study physics. 🫤🙃

Loser. I'll remember it.

I was pretty confident as a teen in 2017 for the choices I would be making. The choices that would impact the whole life ahead of it. Recent times have made me re-evaluate each choice I made consciously and how it has affected my people around. No this isn't about anyone else. I am talking about myself. Just me.

Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?

I want to be romantically passionately loved away

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