"how Much Did You Hate Yourself?"

I actually have no future, this is not an exaggeration, I do not have a future

"I'm not eating until you eat" I hate you

i saw you not taking care of your cuts

Sometimes I just wonder what I did to the universe to be born fat while other people stay skinny their whole lives and never need to know what a calorie is.

Why do people comment on my body? Like bro I know I’m fat I’m trying to change that since I was like 9💀 My dad once told me that my thighs are so big and now I hate them sm and I’m trying to cover them everyday cuz the fat and these scars and just ew ew ewwww😭Btw I relapsed to sh but it’s nothing new actually. I knew that this is gonna happen cuz I’m relapsing every single fucking time. I just wanna die. I’m tired of feeling this way but at the same time I wanna get even worse so everyone can see that I’m really struggling. I can’t be sick when I don’t look sick right? Maybe I’m just pretending and I don’t have ed or I’m not struggling with staying alive. Maybe that’s all a fucking lie for attention (I don’t get any attention btw). I wish I could talk to someone abt it but they’re gonna check me everyday and I don’t want it. I don’t want help. I don’t need help. I just wish someone finally see that I’m struggling really bad and I want people to stop thinking my life is so perfect. I hate every single thing abt myself. I have no friends and nobody actually likes me. Sad but true ig.

STAY SAFE EVERYONE I LOVE YALLLL💋💋💋

I need to get addicted to something 0 cals and not lung cancer inducing

ja do mojego organizmu kiedy raz zjem 3 tysiące kcal , a raz 0kcal

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