I Adore How The Fandom Seems To Agree That Pixandria Was Unaffected By The Explosion And Chaos Of The

i'm fuckin not okay bestie hey these songs are banger oh my god I'm never recovering from this never no never i'll die grieving this and there is no way I'll sleep well with this on my memory scarring me forever I can't believe you why can't we have good things

Even if the strike is over, don't suddenly go silent. Every moment you aren't speaking up or doing something is more Palestinians being murdered and having their land and their culture bulldozed and silenced. They deserve liberation and the freedom to live in the land their ancestors have ALWAYS occupied. Keep speaking out, keep being angry, and keep fighting to help someone your age who don't have the privilege to even see this post, to use this site, or to eat the dinner or be sitting on the bed you're currently allowed to as you see this. They and their families are dying.

Neutrality is NOT helpful or productive. Neutrality is siding with the oppressors, regardless of your words. Neutrality is standing back because a matter "doesn't concern you", "isnt your place", or you "dont like politics", which allows innocent civilians to be brutalized and murdered and starved. Talk to friends and family. Stop turning to celebrities to provide you with facts and opinions on the situation. Take accountability and action for yourself amidst this crisis

Bringing this over from twitter

BIRD TEAM

okay but consider this

nether star alliance

// Tooth and Nail stream spoilers

So that was quite a lore stream wasn't it?

Just dear god

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(Long tambling below and more nonsense thoughts)

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On one hand, STILL A POSSIBILITY FOR C!OWEN AND C!MAGIC TO RIP MY HEART OUT AND DESTROY MY EMOTIONS THANK GOD

FINALE PART ONE IN EIGHT DAYS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO

But my god

c!Owen killed them all, he really, he actually got away with all of them. He isolated them all and watched them all die, made sure that no one would ever find them. And just god, he actually killed them all.

He has done it.

He destroyed his home, bashing in crates and the fencing. Scattering all his things and letting vines overgrow. He had no home, there was no home. He let his thoughts consume him, laughing as he spiralled down and down and down and down.

He wanted it all to end, he wouldn't accept anything other than one of them to die after this. He was tired and if it ended with him, so be it, but he couldn't let himself live and Krow live as well. He wanted an ending of some sort to a war that ended long ago that he KEEPS FIGHTING WHEN HE DOESN'T NEED TO AND I-

*sobs*

And just that little part where we heard his father's voice, and he jumped back (probably hit himself), gooooodddd lord I feel unwell about that part. Dear god.

And yet

Puddy

He didn't kill Puddy, he still cares he cares maybe I dunno he just-

He told Puddy to stay in the second clearing and he didn't butcher him like we thought. Didn't offer up Puddy to Guts. He didn't discard all his attachments, he let Puddy go and live on in the ruins of another clearing. And told the little piglet who had been his sole comfort, who saw his little mistakes, hear his little poems and rants and pains. A companion who saw Owen in those long hours of writing down a will that no one will probably read. To them, Owen told the little piglet that he shielded from Krow's dagger, he told Puddy to stay away...

He didn't discard all his attachments.

I don't know how to feel anymore.

I'm fucking inconsolable just my god.

On one hand, c!Owen has always been on this road, a path in which he can't return from, he has been on it since he turned away from c!Apo, who he grieved and cried over, who haunted him for years in cherished memories. He was doomed when he told the tiefling to run back and he sealed his fate by ending Apokuna. The one person that carried more weight in his mind than anyone else had before he remembered.

And for Rasbi, he didn't even give a chance.

She never stood a chance.

And I don't know how much weight Graecie's words would hold. If she even wakes up in time, if she sees Owen and learns how much he has changed. If she will care enough to reach out after learning all he has done.

And Magic.

He used Magic and in the end, he betrayed her trust and he used her to kill. And she was never meant to be the one to save him, she would not be able to, I don't think.

I don't think there is anyone that could change his mind, on one walking in the maze or existing beyond its confines that could make him want to be redeemed. No one that could make him leave the hill collapsing on itself, step away from that ledgd, a cage filling up and drowning him.

I don't think anyone could convince him to save himself.

They wouldn't forgive him anyways, for good reason after all. He killed the demons and he deceived them all, he did the worst of them all really. Why save the monster that hurt them so much, who would only remind them and hurt them because he blinds himself and would deny he had done wrong.

Too much wrong.

He can't be saved and he won't allow himself to be saved.

I know

I know

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But I am a fucking fool holding out, and even if Puddy is doomed to the maze burning them all, I don't care. Owen loves that goddamn pet and I can't help but see the Owen that loved once when he told Krow to leave him with Puddy. And I want him to stop, god I want him to want to change even if he sealed his fate and would be hated forever. I WANT HIM TO HEAL STILL I WANT HIM TO BREAK THE CYCLE

AND I HATE THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM DOING THAT

But still I want him to and I am clinging onto hope like a drunk fool.

I want the Owen that hesitated to hurt, the one that wanted them all to thrive, the one that would reassure his friends, who was a protector.

I want the Owen that cared back.

The one that cared to live

The one that wanted to return home.

I miss him, goodness I miss him.

Because as much as I cheered on Owen and looked on for all he has done, he doesn't do it because he enjoys it, despite what he says.

He has hurt others and he lets himself stay hurt.

Killing Krow, the last of the demons in the clearing won't give him the peace he thinks it will let him have.

Even if he somehow hides it any longer, even if narratively someone wasn't going to probably find out what he has done, it will eat himself up inside.

It is a hollow victory that means nothing.

It was never was going to give him that closure he chased after for so long.

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The closure he will never give himself, staying as he is. He was never going to get a happy ending, staying as he was.

And really that is what it comes down to, changing, recognizing truly what is done and the emptiness and that he sealed any chance of forgiveness from anyone left that cared.

It is the closest a person can get to being irredeemable. By refusing to change, over and over.

And would it matter, when there is no time left to change?

[ WIP ] Empires, but it’s Pokemon

Had this AU stewing for quite a while!! I have many thoughts, but I don’t know what to do with them entirely.

But! I do have these pokemon teams!! Most of them, anyway. I may be able to make an entire region, but I sadly cannot make an entire dex of mons. I believe there’s a tumblr up for that regional making. I also could not do or at least list the whole teams for everyone on the bottom end, since their vibes are hard to match ( Well, Lizzie and Jimmy are easy, but I’m not listing them yet?? ) so if you want to suggest some mons for them, please do!!

Now.. Welcome to the Imperia Region!

Shrub Berry - Poison - Undergrove Town - Gym Leader - Spirit Spore Badge

Foongus | Gloom

Shrub - Out of the gym

Amoonguss | Vileploom | Lycanroc Mid-day | Trevenant | Breloom | Decidueye

Shrub - Nonbattle

Packs of lycanroc

F(ornux)whip Phragmite - Dark - City Grimlands - Gym Leader - Deep Stone Badge

Galarian Zigzagoon | Umbreon | Morgrem

Fwhip - Out of the gym

Heatmor | Umbreon | Obstagoon | Grimmsnarl | Gigalith | Pangoro

Fwhip - Nonbattle

Hydreigon ( w/ Gem, Sausage, and Pearl )

Gem(ini) Phragmite - Psychic - Crystal Village - Gym Leader - Amity/Amethyst Jewel Badge

Lunatone | Espeon | Hattrem

Gem - Out of the gym

Mismagius | Espeon | Sableye | Hatterene | Malamar | Galarian Rapidash

Gem - Nonbattle

Hydreigon ( w/ Fwhip, Sausage, and Pearl )

Meowstic ( Gandalf ? )

Scott Major Whittaker - Rivendell City - Gym leader - Cold Gold Badge

Aurorus | Alolan Ninetails | Frosmoth | Glaceon

Scott - Out of the gym

Sawsbuck | Aurorus | Alolan Ninetails | Dubwool | Altaria | Glaceon

Katherine Elizabeth Clary - Fairy - The Overgrown Town - Gym Leader - Spring Bloom Badge

Florges | Rhibombee | Whimscott | Gardevoir

Katherine - Out of the gym

Roserade | Rhibombee | Florges | Gardevoir | Ampheros | Audino

Katherine - Nonbattle

Whimscott

Blissey

Pearl Mays-Fermier - Fire ( Let’s be fair she WOULD fool everyone as a grass gym ) - Helianthia Town - Gym Leader - Gilded Basket Badge

Larvesta | Ninetails | Fletchinder | Flareon

Pearl - Out of the gym

Leafeon | Volcarona | Gogoat | Ninetails | Appletun | Raichu

Pearl - Nonbattle

Fletchinder | Sunflora

Hydreigon ( w/ Gem, Sausage, and Fwhip )

Arcanine ( Bingo )

Pix Riffs - Ground - Pixan Dria - Gym Leader - Copper Dunes Badge

Claydol | Golurk | Excadrill | Flygon

Pix - Out of the gym

Claydol | Golurk | Copperajah | Chandelure | Flygon | Girafarig

Pix - Nonbattle

Excadrill

Jimmy Seymour - Cod Town/Docks - 

Lizzie Seymour - Water - Empire Reefs - Explorer/Researcher/Gymleader - Blessed Ocean Badge

Joey Graceffa - The Lost Jungle - Explorer/Researcher/Professor

Joel - Mezalea - Town Curator

Sausage - Steel - Professor

Shares the Hydreigon <33

part 2 of the modern au: Gem and the Scotts!

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Philza is cursed, and has been cursed for far too long.

The details are too blurry to remember, but it was old enough to be a myth long forgotten-- a mistake in a one-life world that itched into his blood and left him to wander eternally, looking for the grind and feeling of what might have been the thrill of expendable time. He walks with accumulating numbers of crows coming and going to keep him company with wings strapped to their black backs like he--they were born with it, he was not.

But not all of them always stay. They are smart, they are kind and close-knit, but they are not immortal. That is a consequence to him as well.

No one can stay forever, he learns. His blood will keep going down roads unfathomable, but not him. He knows his love, his goddess of death will watch them for him, but he?

He's cursed until he dies

And he still will be even after so.

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Context: Philza's curse involves the following:

- Conditional immortality, one life, we all know this

- His curse is non-hereditary, he thinks

- If he dies and becomes Ghostza, his curse isn't done

- He won't enter hell or the afterlife. He will no longer be tangible after so, and

- Because he would be stuck outside of death and life, a different realm in the curse, (most of? not sure?) his crows and Kirstin will no longer be able to interact with him.

- Might make his curse involve the end!

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