*vent*
tw: gore
i: I'm haunted by the realities of what I've seen
her: they deserved it, they can't hurt people anymore - you don't need to feel shame about what you did
i: I don't feel shame, I have seen cosmic horror. their skin cut too easy, yet clung to the carcass like it was fighting for its life. the cartilage between the bones snapped, and I cut the fine tendons until there was only skin to saw through. the body was warm. sometimes my mind pretended to see it breath. the others laughed and went about the maiming like it was nothing. how could something so horrifying be treated as nothing? how does it happen time and time again? I know now knowledge that I wouldn't ask for in a thousand years: how easily a body goes from "alive" to "meat".
*this is about chickens, I am not a murderer I promise*
this is how the memories of this game flood back in
Killer Queen / 2018 × 1974
Oh to be the frog king of goodwill
My Place: Florence Welch
cool that there’s a trans guy character in that new baymax series or whatever. idc it will never detract how funny it is to me that they thought a man saying “these are the type of pads i use for my period” wasn’t an obvious enough signifier of him being trans so they just. put him in a trans t shirt. like JUST. a tshirt. in case you missed that this is the trans character. this is the trans character guys. cant you tell by the Giant Trans Flag he’s wearing
High thought: I forgot he is actively a man
Translation: I forgot this is a newer artist and new music is still coming out
Why must I live in this capitalist hellscape when I COULD have been a Tardigrade?
Old coworkers: how are you?? Howve things been??
Me: ohmagosh I've been great!
Also me: *goes home and listens to "Somethings Always Wrong" literally six times in a row*
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genie: and for your third wish?
me [sitting next to my two weed smoking girlfriends]: take a wild fucking guess