Might I Offer You An Astarion In These Trying Times?

jiang ziya looks like keanu reeves and it’s incredibly jarring

Jiang Ziya - Palettes

went to sleep immediately after watching si buxiang and little nine die, woke up and they’re still dead

Jiang Ziya - Scenery

amoebas. the word i was looking for was amoebas.

can we start visualizing relationships not under labels but rather as amorphous eldritch beings

and you can choose what colors they are or if they’re glittery or if they’re really just tiny galaxies or if they make noises or ribbit or vibrate because of what a certain relationship feels like to you

idk can we also start naming them like pets

when xiao jiu said, “you were right...at you du mountain there is no one waiting for me”...

...yeah.

wait no i just realized that xiao jiu and si buxiang technically died but were reincarnated into the mortal world...i can rest happy now

Legend of Deification/ Jiang Ziya movie posters. 

dr. lukas verloren desperately needs his head bashed in :)

(but also the art is absolutely marvelous)

I’ve been anxiety doodling so here are a handful of NPCs from the dnd campaign I run :)

Mint frame: Luisa Fitz, College of Lore Bard, 25 years old, Half-elf (has her shit together)

Red frame: Alice Storne, Evocation Wizard, 34 years old, Human (dead)

Dark Blue frame: Doctor Lukas Verloren, Evocation Wizard, 20 years old, Human (asshole)

Light Blue frame: Oberon Fitz, Wild Magic Sorceror, 6 years old, Sun elf (cinnamon roll)

god okay when somebody needs you hits especially hard for a romance-repulsed aro

because i physically cannot ever feel romance, i can't feel the love that a lot of people crave, but this song captures that

the idea that people can't possible care for you if you're unable to love and sometimes even repulsed by the concept of it, when it's so focal to society. the idea that at the core, what i really want is just "someone who'll worry about [me]", all i've ever wanted is to be needed by someone and never just a second priority because i can never provide love.

and the final stanza hnnn the "if love conquers all, then all else must have failed, i mean who wants to fall, can't we just take the stairs" the idea that love conquers all because it's so focal to an amatonormative world and amatonormative society, and i personally read it as skepticism that, really, is love the solution to it all? surely there are people and there are concepts who have yet to fail. surely i have yet to fail.

i have more thoughts but i can't phrase them right now just asdljkf