I am so lost. I’ve been trying to shift for years now, and I am actually pretty content with how I’m doing right now. But once I realised that there are endless universes and stuff, I realised that there must be a universe out there where my S/O or the people of my dr or even the people of this reality are constantly watching and judging me. It’s making me so uncomfortable knowing that out there is a universe where everyone is constantly judging each and every thing I do. It’s really making me feeling very weird and insecure. I mean I don’t even pretend I’m in edits anymore (I know y’all do the same….) because I’m constantly feeling watched and judged. I can’t do anything to stop making them watch me, I know, but I genuinely don’t want to feel like this anymore. It’s so weird. I’ve tried to meditate or reprogram my mind into thinking it’s not a big deal, but for me it kinda is since I’m kinda anxious about what or how people think about me. I’m desperate. I’m kinda asking different people now to see what others think could help. So don’t be confused if you see this question on other pages too. Thanks
thank you the ask, anon!! >3<
Hmm, let's see...
It feels like the entire universe has turned a giant spotlight onto you, exposing every little thought, movement, moment of silence like you’re the main character, right? It just makes me want to wrap you in a warm, cozy blanket and tell you everything will be okay! But first, let's break this down:
First of all, the fact that you’ve been shifting for years and you’ve already made peace with where you are now is an accomplishment on its own and I’m so proud of you ˃ ᵕ ˂ !! You’ve come so far so I hope you’re giving yourself the credit you deserve just for that. On the other hand, it’s totally understandable that you’re feeling anxious with the whole “endlessness of the universe” and everything. How do you even process something like that? And the idea that there’s a reality that your favorite characters and people you know are constantly watching and judging you? No wonder why you’re so uncomfortable!
But listen: even though there’s a universe like that out there, what does that really change about your life? Their judgement shouldn’t hold any power over you. These people can’t hold you back and stop you from being you, and that’s the important part: you’re still in your world, living your life. And if you believe in the multiverse, then there must be one where you’re the coolest, funniest, most admirable person in the world and everyone has no choice but to wonder how you’re just so…amazing! So why focus on that awfully uncomfortable universe when there’s one where everyone thinks that you’re wonderful, no matter what you do? Instead of trying to force yourself not to care about what other people may think in other realities, have you tried just…living your life? Let yourself exist, you’re the protagonist of your own life, after all. By that I mean replace "what if people are watching and judging me?" with "what if they're watching me because I'm so admirable?" or even "what if I don't care about what these people think of me?" People are always going to have opinions, but it’s ultimately up to you to decide how much space you want them to take up in your mind.
If you've found that meditation doesn't doesn't help you as much as you would like it to, try something different—experiment with it! Journal about why you love yourself, surround yourself with things that make you happy. Romanticize your reality, not someone else's perception of it. At the end of the day, you are the one holding the pen and writing your story. No one else.
Good luck and I'm rooting for you!!!
xoxo, nana
playing — MIRACLE by RINI ˖ ·
"laid my life out for you, but I can't try to save you and drown for you babe.."
KATSEYE is a kpop-inspired, 6-member girl group under GEFFEN RECORDS and HYBE. The group was formed through the survival show "Dream Academy" with Sophia, Manon, Daniela, Lara, Megan, and Yuuna making the final lineup. They debuted with their first mini-album "RIDE or DIE" on June 28 2024, with the title track "SHOOTING STAR" .
"the second she walked into the studio, it was like the entire room's energy shifted: she was making the final lineup, no doubt..."
YUUNA KOMATSU was born to perform—almost literally. She discovered her love for the stage at just 4 years old, she thrived off of the attention, applause, the validation. A ballerina, an actress, a singer, a songwriter: the entertainment industry was made for her. Now, at 19 years old, Yuuna is ready to make an impact and show the industry what she was made for.
⊹ ࣪ PROFILE
NAME: Yuuna Komatsu
NICKNAMES: Nana, Yuka
STAGE NAME: Yuuna
BIRTHDAY: February 26, 2005
CHINESE ZODIAC: Rooster
HEIGHT: 173cm
MBTI TYPE: ENFP
DREAM CHARM: Glowing Pearl
REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI: 🦪 REPRESENTATIVE ANIMAL: Deer REPRESENTATIVE NUMBER: 222
INSTAGRAM: @ iloveyuu222
xoxo, nana ౨ৎ
"DESiRE:ME, NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE..."
ILL-IT's sister concept :: a psychological thriller 'romance' where reality is too perfect yet nothing is what it seems to be.
"pleasure, devotion, validation, generosity, deprivation, and purity."
LORE:
The girls all had one thing in common: delusion. Bonded by shared psychosis (folie à duex), six girls fall into a comforting lie—their relationships are "special", not as harmful as others make it out to be. It's manipulation, obsession, fear- romance, admiration, love. It feels like home, so it must be.
Their sisterhood is what's keeping the relationships alive: they enable, comfort, tell each other: this is love.
But what happens when the delusions end in murder death?
DESiRES:
YUUNA — purity :: lust in disguise
SOPHIA — devotion :: sloth in disguise
LARA — pleasure :: envy in disguise
DANIELA — deprivation :: gluttony in disguise
MEGAN — generosity :: greed in disguise
MANON — validation :: pride in disguise
𝓐ll under the control of LOVE wrath in disguise.
𝓣RACKLIST:
01. (intro) get up — 3:03 ♪ | orig. by RUSUR (Zeboria)
02. hell in heaven — 3:00 ♪ | orig. by twice
03. (tt) cry for me — 3:25 ♪ | orig. by twice
04. (single) oh my god — 3:16 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle
05. imaginary friend — 3:21 ♪ | orig. by itzy
06. villians dies — 3:05 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle
𝓐lbum 𝓓uration: 19:26 ♪
xoxo, nana ౨ৎ
— IS THE SHIFTING COMMUNITY TOXICALLY POSITIVE ? ( and why that’s impossible )
“Toxic positivity is the belief that people should maintain a positive mindset no matter how dire or difficult a situation is. While there are benefits to being optimistic and engaging in positive thinking, toxic positivity rejects all difficult emotions in favor of a cheerful and often falsely positive façade.”
Being toxically positive when shifting/manifesting is impossible—there is no such thing as false positivity, only real positivity. Positivity that comes from already having achieved your desires. Positivity that comes from already having everything you want. Positivity that comes from already being aware of all the corners of the multiverse that are yours. Positivity that comes from knowing the truth.
Rejection of all negative emotions is not something anyone in the shifting community encourages or tells you is necessary (that’s just silly.) But the rejection of feelings such as desperation (specifically) is a choice made when you understand that the 3D conforms to your beliefs and assumptions (arguably the most basic, absolute and rudimentary understanding of shifting & manifestation) and if you held the belief that you already have your desires and are already aware of your DR, you would not be desperately searching for an explanation as to why you aren’t.
So no. To recap, it is impossible to be “too positive” or “toxically positive” or “falsely positive” when it comes to shifting.
my 50¢ on this:
It's a psychological problem. Humans are born with an instinct to worship others, particularly those who've accomplished what others could only dream of having. When it comes to shifting, the community doesn't rely on themselves but rely on the one's who have reached that level of "impossible". They see them as some kind of "god" and believe that if they put all their trust and support into the creators, they'll have a better chance at shifting themselves, which in my opinion is plain stupid.
moral of the story: stop relying on people who've shifted to help you shift, it's an individual journey !! you won't get anywhere closer to your goal if you spend all the time you could be spending in your dr putting others on a pedestal.
Idk something about how (some if not most) shifters will treat you better when they know you've shifted kinda reminds me of classism, like why is there a hierarchy in the shifting community 😭💔
some of my favorite shifting/respawn subliminals
"ideal reality" by apold ⟶ https://youtu.be/0dHVNp4dlX4
"black hole: all in one void state subliminal" by kira's domain ⟶ https://youtu.be/DtU248GfcN4
"void state by iwiigi" reuploaded by gorgeouslypink ⟶ https://youtu.be/fpWcRRBWN7E
"void state by aleya (calm ver)" reuploaded by gorgeouslypink ⟶ https://youtu.be/Z6DUknx6Qsw
"fall asleep and wake up in your desired reality" by kween subs ⟶ https://youtu.be/Gk72jlwq2vM
me when shifting, pink, girl groups, dreamy concepts, my shoujo/better reality, shifters, manga, empathy, physical touch, forms of creativity, tumblr, scripting, pinterest, etc:
I just know the Zen'in clan was in absolute disbelief when they first found out a member they rejected went on to have two kids—one with an inherited technique, used by a previous clan head and the other with an ancient one not even the strongest of sorcerers could aquire( ◜◡‾)
I love all my mutuals so much please talk to me all the time I'm obsessed with all of you
݁ ˖ 𝓐 MILLION LIVES ᯓ you know how in every group, there's that one member with an insane digital footprint? she's me , I'm her .
▸ voice actress, anime ost's, back up dancer, award show host, concept creator, songwriter, sanrio ambassador, twitter kpop stan, lead actress in a live action, j-pop trainee.
𓍼 if I didn't attend a performing arts school, graduation would have never been an option..
CRIMINAL MINDS ♱ DESIRED REALITY
♱ Rebecca June Ivory, born on October 12, 1981 is the twin of Dr. Spencer Reid, an FBI profiler known for his genius intellect and photographic memory. While Spencer was praised for his brilliance, Rebecca often felt like the “ordinary” twin, despite her own intelligence and passion. She spent most of her life in London with their father, Vincent Ivory, whose perfectionism created constant tension. He dismissed Rebecca’s love for ballet and criminology, comparing her to Spencer and making her feel she’d never measure up. Determined to prove her worth, Rebecca pursued criminology to protect the innocent, while ballet became her outlet for strength and self-expression.
SEPTEMBER 2005 ♱ Rebecca finally decides to take control of her life as she moved back to the United States and settled in Washington, to follow her dream of joining the FBI’s Behavioural Analysis Unit (BAU). There, she meets Samantha Hargreeves, a profiler with a warm heart and gentle spirit. Samantha’s kindness quickly makes her Rebecca’s closest friend, and the two form an unbreakable bond.
REBECCA’S MIXTAPE
i. Burn Alive - The Last Dinner Party
ii. Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead
iii. Your Best American Girl - Mitski
iv. Abstract (Psychopomp) - Hozier
v. Family Tree (Intro) - Ethel Cain
I guess opposites attract… ♱ Rebecca ivory and Aaron Hotchner were complete opposites with Aaron’s stoic, reserved nature clashed with Rebecca’s warm, empathetic personality. Yet, these differences drew them together. Aaron admired Rebecca’s deep understanding of people, while she was captivated by his quiet strength and dedication. They became the kind of couple that, though seemingly opposites, fit perfectly together.
inspired by @srreids & @umanzors 🪽