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Just read your mha academia dr introduction, and boy do I love it. Will you post more about that dr? 👁️ Im seeking to make one myself, since you inspired me. 🙂‍↕️

sorry this took so long to answer TT awww, oh my gosh !! this makes me so happy <3 I'm definitely planning to post more about it (I recently finished this one !) I’d love to hear all about your DR too!

I am so lost. I’ve been trying to shift for years now, and I am actually pretty content with how I’m doing right now. But once I realised that there are endless universes and stuff, I realised that there must be a universe out there where my S/O or the people of my dr or even the people of this reality are constantly watching and judging me. It’s making me so uncomfortable knowing that out there is a universe where everyone is constantly judging each and every thing I do. It’s really making me feeling very weird and insecure. I mean I don’t even pretend I’m in edits anymore (I know y’all do the same….) because I’m constantly feeling watched and judged. I can’t do anything to stop making them watch me, I know, but I genuinely don’t want to feel like this anymore. It’s so weird. I’ve tried to meditate or reprogram my mind into thinking it’s not a big deal, but for me it kinda is since I’m kinda anxious about what or how people think about me. I’m desperate. I’m kinda asking different people now to see what others think could help. So don’t be confused if you see this question on other pages too. Thanks

thank you the ask, anon!! >3<

Hmm, let's see...

It feels like the entire universe has turned a giant spotlight onto you, exposing every little thought, movement, moment of silence like you’re the main character, right? It just makes me want to wrap you in a warm, cozy blanket and tell you everything will be okay! But first, let's break this down: 

First of all, the fact that you’ve been shifting for years and you’ve already made peace with where you are now is an accomplishment on its own and I’m so proud of you ˃ ᵕ ˂ !! You’ve come so far so I hope you’re giving yourself the credit you deserve just for that. On the other hand, it’s totally understandable that you’re feeling anxious with the whole “endlessness of the universe” and everything. How do you even process something like that? And the idea that there’s a reality that your favorite characters and people you know are constantly watching and judging you? No wonder why you’re so uncomfortable!

But listen: even though there’s a universe like that out there, what does that really change about your life? Their judgement shouldn’t hold any power over you. These people can’t hold you back and stop you from being you, and that’s the important part: you’re still in your world, living your life. And if you believe in the multiverse, then there must be one where you’re the coolest, funniest, most admirable person in the world and everyone has no choice but to wonder how you’re just so…amazing! So why focus on that awfully uncomfortable universe when there’s one where everyone thinks that you’re wonderful, no matter what you do? Instead of trying to force yourself not to care about what other people may think in other realities, have you tried just…living your life? Let yourself exist, you’re the protagonist of your own life, after all. By that I mean replace "what if people are watching and judging me?" with "what if they're watching me because I'm so admirable?" or even "what if I don't care about what these people think of me?" People are always going to have opinions, but it’s ultimately up to you to decide how much space you want them to take up in your mind.

If you've found that meditation doesn't doesn't help you as much as you would like it to, try something different—experiment with it! Journal about why you love yourself, surround yourself with things that make you happy. Romanticize your reality, not someone else's perception of it. At the end of the day, you are the one holding the pen and writing your story. No one else.

Good luck and I'm rooting for you!!!

xoxo, nana

love your vibe and your DRs are cool as fuck!!!

I'm so flattered ADJDHGHS THANK YOU <3