I'm Gonna Rant

I'm gonna rant

My boyfriend just dumped me so pardon me. He left me because he doesn't love who I've grown to be. Totally understandable. Not going to pressure you to stay in a relationship where you don't love the other person. I'm actually really ok with this break up. The shitty part is I left one of the best relationships I've ever had to be with this man I thought was going to be my one. I was so sure that we were going to be together forever and we were perfect for each other. There were so many warnings though! I lost all of my friends! I thought 'oh if they're leaving me cause I'm dating this guy then they aren't real friends'. I left an amazing man but I thought 'Oh he's so much younger than me it'll never work anyways'. He started acting shitty right when we got together! Like holy Cthulhu was I blind?! So now I'm trying so fucking hard to repair all the damage I caused for a man who didn't even want me in the end. I can get my friends back.. But now I'm just left with so many 'what ifs' about that relationship I tore apart for him. That sucks. For anyone who reads this here's a little advice: Don't overhaul your life for ANYONE. If they really want to be in your life they will work around what you have set up. Don't change your dreams and goals to satisfy the other person. Don't let them walk all over you. You have a voice and you should speak up if something bothers you. You never have to stay. I don't care if you're on your fourth kid with this person and have no family to turn to. You can still leave if you want to, there are places you can go to get the help to leave. Don't let any significant other make you feel trapped. If being with someone takes a lot of change and really hurts than its not a good idea. Being in love should never hurt you. There's my advice. I just made a really stupid mistake. If you've read all of this I actually do love giving advice and receiving it myself. So feel free to message me. Always looking for a friend.