Wesley And Buttercup Were T4t I Dont Make The Rules

The waves of the sky and sea are not so different after all.

Very homophobic that I'm not being kissed by a cute boy rn

trans ppl are so mfn cool bc we are all such different people from each other but we have common ground on our identities

all my best relationships have been t4t but at the same time i have MAD beef with the other 2 trans guys from my highschool

we are all unique complex people and some of us dont get along very well but there is a mutual understanding of who we are

i call him sunshine, and he says it makes him feel soft. i think that’s precious. he always points out how gentle i am with him. i hate to think about anyone not being gentle with him. he deserves softness, he’s a person with a heart and a soul. he deserves to be genuinely loved. i wanna show him how much he deserves. if no one from his past showed him his worth then i will. he’s worth so much. he means everything to me.

a double date :)

i got the copper iud today!

honestly, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be, but it was still pretty awful. the insertion was painful but i wasnt nauseous, didnt pass out, i was kinda thirsty and tired afterwards tho. 

my nurse was also a trans guy too!! his name was pete and he was so nice and made me a million times more comfortable.

around an hour or so after the insertion was when i started getting really really bad cramps. typically, my period cramps are like a 5 or 6 but these were like an 8 in my opinion. the only thing thats helped so far has been tylenol (cant take ibuprofen for medical reasons) and heating pads--cant stress that enough: heating pads were the only things that helped. a couple hours after the insertion the pain was too much for me so i took so melatonin and slept it off. 

biggest piece of advice, drink water and eat something beforehand, bring some water and a stuffed animal with you for support, and have the doctor talk you through the procedure. afterwards make sure you have a heating pad, some tylenol or advil, and if you can, sleep it off. call some friends to take your mind off the pain as well.

my artistic genius is overwhelming

to be by your side.