I Don't

Honestly;

I've grown tired of listening to people bitch about how much their life sucks. I'm too fat, I'm so depressed cause of this person. blah blah blah. I'll admit, I can be one of those people who complains about things. But, nobody is perfect. And nobody should be. But despite all my issues, I'm happy. Yes, everyone has their own set of problems, but that's what life is about. Dealing with problems and overcoming them. But, take look around you and see all the things you have. A roof over your head, food on the table and a family who loves you despite your downfalls. There are people out there who would kill the have a house to live in, and food on the table every night. And most, are all alone because their families have neglected them, or have all passed away. But, no matter what they have to deal with, they do it with a huge smile on their face because they're happy to be alive. Happy the be breathing. So, stop worrying about the little things and just be happy to be alive.

May 31, 2014

I'm sitting here next to you in bed and you're sleeping. You're so adorable when you're asleep. You look so peaceful and happy. I wish you'd look that way all the time. I hate seeing you so upset now. I wish I could help you, I really do. But it seems like I can't. You mean everything to me, I really hope you know that. Even though you can't read this, maybe one day you can. And you'll see how I feel.

you have no idea

you have no idea how happy I am that you still have me come over every weekend. Or maybe you do, Idk. But, that's one of the things I adored about our relationship. And I'm happy that you loved it too. I love knowing that you love spending time with me. It makes me feel really special. I just wish I was your girlfriend again. I miss you calling me baby, and I miss you telling me that you loved me in that cute little voice you used to do it in. I love coming over here on the weekends and spending time with you like we used to do. It makes me feel like we're still together even though we aren't anymore. At least I can dream, right? I love that when I come over, we still sleep in the same bed and cuddle like we used to. I've never been happier then I am right now being with you. Even if we're not together. You said you wouldn't be surprised if you asked me back out, and I'll be waiting for that day. Cause I know, one day you're gonna realize what you had when you were with me and want it all back. No matter how long it takes, I'll be here.

why are you so passionate about this