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Not too long ago I adjusted my settings to receive notifs from mutuals and ppl I follow and only now just realised that I might be potentially scaring/starting them with my instant likes and comments on things they posted mere seconds ago 👀
(to all that got spooked I am very sorry, It will happen again <3 And that is because I love you, your art, and everything else that you do, no matter how miniscule that might be. You all are amazing people that I look up to and I'm very happy I met you here :)
Guys, I've been in a bit of an artblock lately but want to get back to drawing stuff as soon as possible (cus now I actually have time, yippee)
So! While you wait, I can offer you an interesting thing — pics of my first year vet project: the full skeleton of a domestic cat 🦴
Would you be interested? (Here's a little teaser 👇)
✨ Ballerina ✨
Just add some ballerina music and you got yourself a masterpiece (pls like this pls pls pls pls)
Ooooh, I think u r a street light! Nice, confident and very cool! (人*´∀`)。*゚+
I'm also curious 👉👈 What am I?
@artfennec @alex-dolmatescu2-0 @runrabitrunrunrun @varian-the-alchemy-boi @fenicearts420 @alelathedragon @liliththequeenofdemon @mrtophat518
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I wasn't sure if I should've even posted this... Please don't read it if you don't feel like it. I just... wanted to vent my frustrations at least somewhere rather than keep everything inside
I helped out a friend. Well, at least I considered him one. Half a year ago he asked me to lend a bit of money. I don't have much myself. The only source of my own income is a 36$ stipend. I don't currently have a job and I live with my parents, but their income plus mine is enough to give the four of us stable and happy life. So out of pity and kind heart, of course I helped him, because it felt like he needed it. He promised to return the money. He didn't. I asked what was wrong and for my money back, because I needed them. But he just ignored my messages.
Now, after going MIA for half a year, he returns. Apologising. And asking for more money yet again. I already told him my frustrations about his inappropriate behaviour, for which he apologised yet again and told me how his life was rough, how he got his money stolen when being away on a sports competition and he wasn't able to return home, how he needed to sustain his girlfriend (and now, how it turned out, a wife) and pay rent and his parents and noone helped him. He has a normal job. He knows how much I earn.
I wanted to believe him. But my trust was seriously wavering. I gave him money. The last one for food that I had, because he was assuring me he'd 100% return it tomorrow before evening. I chose to believe him. The next day I starved. Now I don't have money for food for the end of the week. He said his paycheck got delayed, even sent a picture of the paper, said he'd give back tomorrow. I chose to believe him. I was left with nothing again.
There's a lot of emotions inside of me right now. I feel hurt, betrayed, angry, frustrated and more. I told him everything about how I felt and afterwards decided to block him. I'm tired of his empty promises.
But I also feel said, because, like, he wasn't like this before. We met eachother in a small organisation (that I'm not longer in), he was a fun, energetic, open boy, and we quickly connected with eachother. We smiled and laughed at jokes, did assignments together, I joyfully cheered on him on a dance competition. I remember him as a good person. But then he comes with this.
It left me confused and hurt... What could've happened? Why did he act like that?? Why did he say all of this? Was he even telling the truth? I really don't know...
Now I feel bad. I'm still confused. Something like this never has happened to me before. I don't know what to do... I just... *sigh*...
Am I doing something wrong?...
I would- 😳
Uh something something fruity T.V guy and a mythical-looking star entity start poking fun at you POV. I’ve had this audio saved on my device since November of last year but didn’t have an excuse to use it until now!! So here ya go merry Valentines :))
(This REALLY shouldn’t have taken me the entire day to finish but uh—technical difficulties and all that. You guys already know the lore for it lol)
Audio found from Jello Plays Games channel when a group of voice actors collaborated to play the video game In Stars and Time! Worth a watch incase you haven’t heard of the game before. For those of you not in the loop (har har Loop character joke) JelloApocalypse/Brenden Blaber is the voice actor for Mr. Puzzles. It’s been joked about many times that the voice he put on for preforming Loop (in the playthrough this audios from) bares striking resemblance to how he delivered Puzzles lines in SMG4. Therefore coined his “non-binary voice” impression lmao. So yea why not indulge and adapt more of his Loop lines into matching Puzzles role; it’s been done before but I don’t think many people knew about this snippet of it? So here have some goofy Puzzles teasing✨
When exams are over I will be SLEEPING my butt off cuz heavens I sure NEED it 😵💫💀
Anyway it's almost 6 am for me rn and I'm off to bed byeeeee 👋
*dies*
Ok sooooo. I’ve never mentioned this to almost every one. But I’ve been a simp for this fictional tv headed man from the web series SMG4 for a long time now and his name is Mr.Puzzles. Because I was admittedly a little embarrassed and wanted to keep it to myself. But I wanted to share this art I’ve made recently that I’m proud of and it’s a self insert/au I just came up with. Called, Two Lonely Arts. Here’s the description in case it’s hard to read on the paper.
Ayy, hello 👋🤗
Doodles from work. Here we go!
Ocs are from @icedbeverageenjoyer and @niranutcake (the interaction, dubbed a slow start of meeting new people on the tour) . And an encounter with RTV Puzzles (by @4thwallbreakerdraws2) that... not much happens, but Rayas feels overwhelmed inside.
Note: I have other RTV based drawings drawn on my computer, and hope to share them later. (Not sure if to do fan art around the rtv tour event, but oh well)
Welcome, stranger. My name is Nira. • Adult, cis girl, INFP • • vet student • • I love animals, videogames, comics and cooking. May occasionally crochet or draw something • 🌇 Timezone: UTC+4 🌃 ✅ Feel free to spam like ✅ • I also have a YT animation channel, I guess, but it's more self-indulgent: @niranutcake (and also TikTok but it's just my art from here) • ❌ NOTE: Please do not ask me for money. I am very sorry for whatever you may be going through right now, but I can't send you money because One: I am not rich, and my family could use some extra funds too, Two: I'm unable to do international transfer. I'm sorry, but all asks requesting money will be ignored and deleted ❌
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