This is a bit of personal post mostly meant for me to see my own progress in the future, but yesterday I was granted sick leave by my doctor for my depression. Basically I started uni last fall and just,,, I don't know what happened but I just completely crashed and burned and could not do ANYTHING. I went to see a doctor last month and was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression and now I've been on antidepressants for the past three weeks. And now I'm on sick leave.
It's really strange, being on sick leave. I'm 20 years old, super young, barely have any work experience and I'm already just,,, on sick leave. I know I'm not supposed to compare myself to other people, but I feel kinda guilty about taking a break from studying. It's not a fair comparison because those other people aren't ill like me. I have a mental illness, and I'm most likely ND too so that makes studying extra challenging for me. If I go back to uni next fall, I'll have to slow my pace significantly and try to get some accommodations. And in general I'll have to be more open about how I'm feeling and be willing to take support from the people around me.
One good thing about being on sick leave is that I'll have more time to write my stupid fanfiction afgdigyuyieu stay tuned for that :DD
This will all pass, I know. It isn't the end of the world. Like my doctor said, depression is a real illness and it has to be treated the same way that you would treat a broken foot, for example. There's no shame in it. I'll try to keep that in mind.
I grant thee starlight!
Damn this show was good, loved the songs so much!
I made the fairy queen of sweet dreams a bit more eldritch, although I imagine she’s more human-sized at the beginning of the song before they enter the vast darkness.
Also I really like how I drew Ella so here’s a closeup
my piece for @fiddlefordmcgucketzine!
super grateful to Georgia and the mod team for the chance to be part of such a great project ^^
images that haunt me because they imply frank's brother was a better episode at one point
mac being mean to dennis for 2 minutes and 23 seconds <3
I think it would be very easy to mess up the pacing of a TGWDLM revival by adding too much of the new Hatchetfield lore, but I do hope they add at least like a hint or two towards who/what the hive’s creator really is. And I think it would be interesting if they changed some of Ted’s dialogue so it’s clear he’s upset about Pete’s death or whatever
I’m so excited to see if the announcement is actually gonna be TGWDLM or not aaaaaaa
save me family fight iasip episode. family fight iasip episode save me.
i’m not saying this is healthy or good, but i do think there’s something comforting to mac about having someone like dennis in his life who “hates him” and still talks to him, lives with him, shares a bed with him, etc. it’s so unlike his parents who mostly just ignore him no matter what he does
wish they kept this in during the suburbs montage
i don’t think i posted this but he’s yearning :(
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he/they | 20 | FINAn Ao3 author!! (Noelism)I'm gonna post my insane ramblings and writing updates here agvysbbh,,Currently obsessed with Sunny and Hatchetfield!!
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