GASP!!! I TURNED YOU INTO BOTH AN ENSTARS CHARACTER AND A CAT!?!!?? OH DEARY UM!!!!

Never apologize, this is your blog- your safe place and you should feel free to post whatever you want. I’m sorry that you feel that way about yourself and I know me telling you that “you’re great!!!” won’t change that view.

But, I’d like to be there to slowly help you see that you are none of those things. I won’t reveal myself but I had so much fun interacting with your vampire Rui and you and I hope that one day both of you will come back.

If you ever did want to talk privately or in DM I will gladly tell you who I am. But for right now, please just focus on making yourself comfortable. Listening to music like you’ve been doing is a pretty good way to do that, so you’re already doing great! Maybe have a fun snack or create something? Do anything that makes you happy!!! That’s an order!! >:33!!

- silly anon~

You interacted with vamp!Rui?? It makes me happy! (I actually always feel happy when anyone send me an ask-)

Vampire Rui's hiatus will take some more time because I'm not so good to roleplay now but I can promise that he'll be back in the best way possible!

You mencioned about create something I remembered that I love do handmade stuff, I made a cardboard doll, the undertale necklace, a literally Flowey from undertale (I really like undertale-) and other smaller things, it's an hobby that I love (but I can't do often because I have the freaking school).

I also love drawing, I created an art blog but I'm insecure to post there because I'm very exigent with myself when the subject is art, I'm afraid of what if my drawings aren't good enough-

I actually have a appearance representing you when I think about you, I should draw this for you to show my appreciation.

I want to say for you, silly anon, thank you, when you send me any ask I feel very happy because I finally can do what I really wanted, interact being Nowah.

For anyone who sent me any ask in any moment of this life, thank you, this made me happy (but please stop sending me donation asks I don't have any money--).

💀💀💀💀 (OMG I LOVE THIS ART)

who remembers when twitter was good

25

Hello!! I am sending out appreciation anon asks to a bunch of ppl I appreciate, and you absolutely came to mind. I may not have interacted with you much, but when I get notifications of you liking a post I want you to know I get happy. You are just so cool.

- Unnamed Anon

Hi! Sorry for taking a long time to answer... I just didn't know what to say.

I don't want to be dramatic or something but my head says that I don't deserve this (as I have a serious inferiority complex). But... Thank you!

You don't know how this make me happy... Know that someone else cares.

It's ok not interact with me a lot, I'm such an antisocial and I found Tumblr with a manner to interact.

Off topic but I just want to register here how I'm so proud of my RP blog (Vamp!Rui), I'll specify it better in another post as this is not part of the subject now, but I LOVE RP and I finally can do it again, so, feel free to interact with him! But... Don't take to the heart if he be rude with you, I started an angst arc very controversed for his mental health heheh

Thanks again for the little text and sorry my monologue- I just want to say that I'm so happy!

- Nowah ★

Okay I should try to sleep now... Bye to nobody because nobody cares if I'm not sleeping correctly!

Lol I'm both

IwanttointeractmorebutnobodylikesmemydestinyislonelinessIjustramblehereandnobodygiveashitforwhatImsayingwhynobodywantstobemyfriendIshoulddisappearnobodywillcareIshoulddisappearwhatsmissingwithmeisthatbecauseIhavenocharismaImtryingmybestbutnobodycaresIshoulddisappear

It will be hard to say... I wish this is not real... But...

I'M AKITO SHINONOME.

Yaoi.

I love this image