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You absolutely make a difference! And a good difference too!! :3!!
Oh, ok I guess...
HEY HEY HEY.
NO NO NO.
NOWAH I NOW ITS HARD BUT LIKE MAFUYU FIND SOLACE IN YOUR FRIENDS, THEY WILL HELP.
I'm sorry for worrying you, but you don't need if you want.
I'm trying to find comfort with my friends but it's hard since I rarely show that I'm not fine and it makes things worse... Why I'm so stupid?
Thank you for caring.
Hey bud okay let’s take another quick breath and just take a second. What is getting you down? It might help to talk about what is wrong, but I also understand if you’d rather not.
I’m a bit worried about you :(
- (not currently) silly anon~
I just want to disappear... I'm sorry. I already said, I don't want to bother you.
Would you like to talk about it?
- (not currently) silly anon~
I don't know... I don't want to bother you with my problems.
GASP!!! I TURNED YOU INTO BOTH AN ENSTARS CHARACTER AND A CAT!?!!?? OH DEARY UM!!!!
Have fun :3?
- silly anon~
:3
boku no yume wa nyan nyan nyan♪ :3
- silly anon~
Nyan... Uhhhhh
What's happening to me?...
Meow :3
Drink water or I’ll shoot you with my silly gun!!!!! (It’s full of confetti >:33)!!!!!!
- silly anon~
Oh no the silly gun D: !!!
*dies by the silly power*
*resurrect*
Boop!
(I freaked out with this Tori card I needed to post this somewhere)
Hey! Hey! Hello! Hiya!! :333!!!
I know you’re working super hard and doing your best!! Don’t forget to drink water and take real breaks (phone scrolling doesn’t count >:p) !!!!
I’m very proud of you and you got this!!! :333
-silly anon~
Thank you! Today was the first exam and I felt like my hand was going to fall (I wrote the same essay 2 times T-T)
I really didn't expect anyone to admire me. I've been used to being isolated from everyone in Twitter and Amino. I like everyone I'm meeting on here at least and I'm glad
I understand. I used to have tik tok but I wasn't feeling so good there and I passed a lot of time without social medias, and now I have Tumblr.
Never apologize, this is your blog- your safe place and you should feel free to post whatever you want. I’m sorry that you feel that way about yourself and I know me telling you that “you’re great!!!” won’t change that view.
But, I’d like to be there to slowly help you see that you are none of those things. I won’t reveal myself but I had so much fun interacting with your vampire Rui and you and I hope that one day both of you will come back.
If you ever did want to talk privately or in DM I will gladly tell you who I am. But for right now, please just focus on making yourself comfortable. Listening to music like you’ve been doing is a pretty good way to do that, so you’re already doing great! Maybe have a fun snack or create something? Do anything that makes you happy!!! That’s an order!! >:33!!
- silly anon~
You interacted with vamp!Rui?? It makes me happy! (I actually always feel happy when anyone send me an ask-)
Vampire Rui's hiatus will take some more time because I'm not so good to roleplay now but I can promise that he'll be back in the best way possible!
You mencioned about create something I remembered that I love do handmade stuff, I made a cardboard doll, the undertale necklace, a literally Flowey from undertale (I really like undertale-) and other smaller things, it's an hobby that I love (but I can't do often because I have the freaking school).
I also love drawing, I created an art blog but I'm insecure to post there because I'm very exigent with myself when the subject is art, I'm afraid of what if my drawings aren't good enough-
I actually have a appearance representing you when I think about you, I should draw this for you to show my appreciation.
I want to say for you, silly anon, thank you, when you send me any ask I feel very happy because I finally can do what I really wanted, interact being Nowah.
For anyone who sent me any ask in any moment of this life, thank you, this made me happy (but please stop sending me donation asks I don't have any money--).
you should speak freely if you want it’s your blog
But people still will see what I post here, I'm a bit insecure about it
I didn't know anyone admired me. If you ever feel comfortable enough to approach me first I'm always open on all my blogs
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE ADMIRED YOU???
You're really SO COOL.
I just don't see all your rps because I always be so confused with a lot of reblogs-
But I admire you a lot in a way that you can't imagine.
I never forgot of the drawing I said to you that I was going to do, I'm finalizing the sketch and I'll show you when I finish the sketch, because the final drawing will take some time-
I'm so insecure with my art and a lot of times I wanted to give up drawing (I'm so similar to Ena in some aspects-). But I really want to express my admiration for you so I won't give up finishing it.
I'm a very big fan of you
You can interact with me anytime. I see all my mutuals as friends, so it includes you too
Thank you, I didn't know that you see me as a friend... I actually admire you a lot but I'm always scared to try to interact.
Hey there bud! Let’s take a few deep breaths, alright? I know feeling like you’re feeling alone right now and that hurts- but I really do promise you’re not alone!
As I’ve traveled from blog to blog I’ve noticed a trend that everyone wants to be friends and interact, but everyone is too scared.
And don’t you say that no one would care if you left or that you should just disappear. That’s not true and I hope to help you learn that. I’m sorry we haven’t been the best about interacting, but that will change. I promise.
- silly anon~
Thank you.
I'm sorry for the piece of my panic crisis-
I'm not actually very well but I have so much difficulty to say it, and it makes me feel so lonely...
I'll open myself a bit, you don't need to read it if you want.
I'm a very anxious person and I have a lot of panic crisis often, but this time I ended up posting a vent on my blog, I regret, if it depends on me, I always will say "I'm fine ^^" but... It hurts.
I have something like a very strong inferiority complex and it makes me think "nobody cares" "you're so annoying" and worse things.
Some years ago, I had some virtual friends, I won't say what happened because it gives me some triggers but I passed for one of the biggest traumas of my life and I don't have more contact with them. I want so much have the experience to meet people online again because internet is better than real life, I can chat with a people or other mainly by my rp blog but I feel that something isn't right...
I'm sorry for the big text, I still... Feel that nobody cares. I hope I can change my mind someday.
I’m sorry I really do care about your Rui I’m sorry we all really care
You don't need to apologize, I'm just sad with the fact that apparently only one person saw the text.
The announcement was a way that I found to attempt to tell a bit of how I'm feeling, what's not easy.
Thank you for caring.
I want yt shortz ideas relating to pjsk cuz i wanna upload more on there im knocking on all my mooties doors pathetically like an ill victorian child plz spare ur ideas gentlemen
Maybe short animations and shitposts? You can do any situation that you want between any pjsk character-
Something that I genuinely would like to see is drawing tips, you showing how you do your masterpieces and this genre os things.
I said shitposts because more people would like, everyone likes memes, this is what I used to do In other social medias when I wanted to reach more people.
I hope I helped someway, I'm terrible making content-
Did I hear someone wanted to ramble? :3? I, will anon, will listen to you tap about whatever you’d like!!! Go crazy!!! :3!!!
- silly anon~
Hi silly anon!
Sorry for taking some time to answer I'm not very fine.
I love the fact that everyone around me is very silly and I have literally 0 charisma (It should be the reason for why a have literally 1 friend and I think they hate me secretly)
You can ask me about anything, but if you want you can just ignore me, I'm a burden for everyone after all ^^
A cat for YOU /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\
:0
Tyyy it's so cute ^^
Hehehe!!! You have been visited by me, the silliest of anons!! Beware!! >:333
- silly anon~
:000
Hiii ^^
Haaaaaaappy bunny dayyyyyyy!!!!! My beloved sibling <3
For you I got baby Nala!!!!!
Poofball
:000000000
Tyyyyy she's so cuteee ^^
Hello!! I am sending out appreciation anon asks to a bunch of ppl I appreciate, and you absolutely came to mind. I may not have interacted with you much, but when I get notifications of you liking a post I want you to know I get happy. You are just so cool.
- Unnamed Anon
Hi! Sorry for taking a long time to answer... I just didn't know what to say.
I don't want to be dramatic or something but my head says that I don't deserve this (as I have a serious inferiority complex). But... Thank you!
You don't know how this make me happy... Know that someone else cares.
It's ok not interact with me a lot, I'm such an antisocial and I found Tumblr with a manner to interact.
Off topic but I just want to register here how I'm so proud of my RP blog (Vamp!Rui), I'll specify it better in another post as this is not part of the subject now, but I LOVE RP and I finally can do it again, so, feel free to interact with him! But... Don't take to the heart if he be rude with you, I started an angst arc very controversed for his mental health heheh
Thanks again for the little text and sorry my monologue- I just want to say that I'm so happy!
- Nowah ★
You can't understand what the future holds
this ugly bloom born anew will let its body run cold
so, punish me for living – i finally give up
i'll take my last breath, 'cause i've had enough.
(Bake no Hana - English cover by Ami)
4-star Mizuki!!
[What Has Been Lost]
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