[ Hours Later After The Date ] SIGNE: Oh My God 😳 SIGNE: Were You Creeping On Me?? SIGNE: I... /maybe/

Signe   hadn’t   meant   to   let   it   show.   Not   really.   Not   the   little   glances,   not   the   way   her   hand   lingered   beside   his   longer   than   necessary,   not   the   way   her   laugh   escaped   her   so   easily.   But   Charlie   was   leaning   in,   not   just   physically,   but   in   an   open,   fearless   way   that   had   something   in   her   quiet   defenses   cracking.   She   felt   the   tiny   brush   of   his   pinky   against   hers   and   she   held   her   breath.   Her   gaze   flicked   down   briefly   and   then   lifted   back   to   his.   The   breath   she   took   was   barely   audible,   but   it   felt   like   lightning   in   her   chest.  She   was   hyper   aware   of  everywhere   that   he   brushed   against   her   and   it   was   more   than   a   little   infuriating.   She   tried   to   focus   on   the   bounty   of   food   that   he   has   prepared   for   them,   but   it   didn’t   help   much.   His   exaggerated   flailing   had   her   giggling   once   more,   and   only   the   mention   of   his   fashion   disasters   had   stopped   her   laughter.   Signe   immediately   straightened,   eyes   sparkling   at   the   idea.  “I   almost   forgot!   Come,   come,   show   me!”    She   bit   her   lip   to   fight   a   smile   as   he   lamented   his   interrupting   her   creative   process.   It   was   something   she   hadn’t   considered   –   how   much   inspiration   she   gets   from   how   artists   depict   clothing   and   movement   -   and   he   had   noticed   it   without   even   trying.   Her   hand   turned   where   it   rested   next   to   his,   pinky   hooking   with   his   just   slightly.   Not   an   accident   this   time.  Her   gaze   had   been   focused   down   on   their   linked   pinkies   when   he   spoke   again.  You’re   brilliant.   Signe’s   eyes   snapped   up   to   look   at   Charlie,   eyes   wide   at   how   open   the   statement   was.   It   felt   like   it   went   beyond   simple   flirting.   She   felt   the   warmth   rising   in   her   cheeks–too   sudden,   too   real.   His   words   curled   around   her   heart,   and   ached   with   equal   parts   longing   and   fear.   And   it   wasn’t   that   she   didn’t   like   hearing   it–God,   she   did.   His   voice   was   so   earnest,   his   eyes   soft   and   open   in   a   way   that   made   it   hard   to   look   away.   But   that   was   the   thing,   wasn’t   it?   He   didn’t know   her.   Not   really.   Not   yet.  For   a   moment,   she   didn’t   speak   like   she   was   trying   to   figure   out   which   part   of   her   to   offer   him   next.   She   let   out   a   soft,   steadying   breath   and   smiled   gently.   “I   like   this   too,”   she   admitted.  “Being   around   you…you’re…”  She   fought   a   smile. “You’re   really   easy   to   like.”   Signe   was   surprised   by   how   easily   the   words   came   out,   despite   the   nerves   blooming   in   her   stomach.  “I   just…You   don’t   really   know   me   yet.   You’re   seeing   a   version   of   me   that’s–charming,   or   whatever.”  Signe   dropped   her   gaze,   feeling   vulnerable   as   she   was   more   honest   with   him   than   she   normally   was   with   most   people.   “I   guess   I   just   worry   that   if   you   get   past   that…the   rest   might   not   be   what   you   were   expecting.”  In   an   effort   to   ease   some   of   the   tension   between   them,   Signe   looked   back   up   at   him,   a   teasing   smile   gracing   her   lips.  “I   mean,   you   don’t   even   know   my   last   name   yet.”

Charlie could’ve listened to her laugh for hours. There was something about the sound that cut right through him, easy and bright, pulling a smile to his face before he could think to stop it. There was a bounce of playful energy between them, but beneath it was something warmer, steadier.

Her swat at his hand after the teasing tickle made him laugh, the kind of laugh that was unfiltered, childlike, and entirely sincere. He leaned back slightly, raising both hands in surrender. “Alright, alright! Message received. Hands where you can see ’em.” But his grin stayed put, and so did the glint in his eye. “I’ll behave.. for now.” He couldn’t help the way he shifted closer in the moment, legs stretched out toward hers, the spread of food between them giving way to the smaller space they were now sharing. He could feel her hand beside his, so close they brushed against each other as he'd reached to grab a strawberry; his knee bumping against her leg. It wasn’t intentional, not fully, but Charlie wasn’t about to pull back either, after all, he rationalized to himself, they were where she could see them.

And then she started talking about her parents. That fondness in her voice hit him somewhere deep in the chest. The way she spoke about their love, their support, it sounded so easy coming from her lips. He listened, picking at the food in front of them with absent hands, but his focus never drifted. His gaze stayed locked on her, quiet admiration softening his features. “Sounds like you hit the jackpot there,” he spoke softly, the smile on his lips genuine but touched with something deeper around the edges. “You know, havin’ people who back you like that… who make it easy to believe in yourself.” He didn’t add not everyone gets that. Didn’t need to. It sat there, unspoken, in the small pause that followed.

When she gave him that playful shove to the shoulder, Charlie leaned into the dramatics again, tipping himself back with a groan like she’d knocked the wind out of him. “Oi! Tryin’ to take me out before I can show off my terrible fashion choices?” His laugh filled the space between them, light and easy, but his eyes stayed soft on her. It was the way she told her story honestly, no bravado, just the kind of quiet passion that made him feel lucky to be listening; that had him leaning in closer without even realizing. His pinky brushed against hers as he adjusted, and this time, he let it stay. Let it slide over, slow and deliberate, his hand shifting just enough that the side of his finger rested against hers fully.

He felt it when she noticed. Felt the small intake of breath, and that crooked smile of his softened into something gentler, something almost shy. “I’m guessin’ that’s why you were starin’ at that painting, yeah?” His voice lowered, teasing but tender. “Caught you right in the middle of your creative epiphany, did I?” Then, leaning back just slightly, but not enough to break the closeness between them, he raised a brow, feigning horror. “Shit… wait. Did I interrupt your whole process? Could’ve stopped the world from experiencin’ the next great piece of fashion. You’ll have to put me in the acknowledgments now, yeah? ‘Dedicated to the lad who ruined my artistic vision by flirtin’ too hard.’” The smirk curved at the edges of his lips, but there was no mistaking the warmth in his eyes. The way he looked at her like he saw all of her, not just the polish she might’ve meant to present.

When he spoke again, his voice dropped into something softer, more honest. “I mean it, though. The way you talk about it.. The way your face lights up… It’s brilliant, Signe. You’re brilliant.” There was that voice in the back of his head, the one that always told him to stay guarded, to keep it cool, to never lean too soft. But tonight, Charlie let himself ignore it. Because he was learning, slowly and stubbornly that gentleness and vulnerability weren’t weaknesses. They were the strongest things he could offer. "I might be comin' on strong, here.. I just don't wanna mess this up.. I like this.. you. I like you."

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Signe   made   her   way   up   the   familiar   staircase   of   the   humanities   building   with   a   to-go   iced   coffee   in   one   hand   and   a   wax   paper   bag   in   the   other   containing   a   cinnamon   bun.   A   peace   offering,   if   she   was   being   honest   with   herself.   Signe   didn't   visit   her   mother's   office   often,   not   because   she   didn't   love   visiting   her   mom,   but   because   Sigrid   Holmström   was   a   consummate   professional.   The   girl   had   always   felt   guilty   about   disrupting   her   mother's   crisp,   orderly   and   polished   world   at   the   university.   Switching   the   coffee   to   her   other   hand,   she   knocked   twice   on   the   office   door   before   opening   it   without   waiting   for   a   reply.   “Professor   Holmström,”   Signe   began,   her   voice   full   of   playful   formality.   “I   come   bearing   caffeine   and   carbs.   And   maybe   a   bit   of   daughterly   guilt.   You   free   for   a   little   break?”

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Signe   bit   her   bottom   lip,   fighting   a   smile   as   Charlie   painted   a   picture   of   his   past   self.  “Don’t   you   worry,   Charlie   Hughes,”   she   murmured,   tilting   her   head   up   to   look   as   him   with   mock   irritation.  “I   absolutely   believe   you   were   a   menace.   All   the   proof   I   need   is   glittering   right   there   in   those   eyes   of   yours.”   She   pointed   an   accusing   finger   at   him   before   letting   her   fingers   brush   his   side   in   a   teasing,   fond   gesture.   Charlie   leaned   closer,   and   Signe   giggled,   her   cheeks   flushing   pleasantly.  “I mildly   enjoy   your   presence   under   very   specific   circumstances.”

 Her   face   softened   as   he   asked   for   her   interpretation   of   her   sexuality   and   the   label   that   she   chose.   She   gave   him   a   gentle   smile   and   nodded,   her   fingertips   tracing   absent-mindedly   along   his   arm   as   they   swayed.  “For   me,   it’s   not   so   much   about   how   someone  looks   although   I   won’t   say   it   has   no   part.   It’s   more   about   the   way   someone   makes   me  feel,   how   their   mind   works,   how   they   move   through   the   world.”   Signe’s   voice   was   sure,   but   thoughtful,   like   she   was   still   discovering   her   own   definition   as   she   spoke.  “I’ve   been   equally   attracted   to   softness   and   sharpness,   masculinity,   femininity,   androgyny…”  She   shrugged   her   shoulders   as   her   words   trailed   off,   a   slow   smile   forming   on   her   lips.   “It’s   like   art.”

 His   hands   came   up   to   cradle   her   face   and   Signe’s   eyes   searched   his.   “Yeah,   tell   me   about   it…   if   I   had   known   the   Florida   humidity   was   a   part   of   the   self-discovery   package,   with  this   hair?   I   would’ve   asked   to   stay   in   Sweden,”  she   joked.   But   then   she   gently   wrapped   her   hands   around   his   wrists,   grounding   herself   in   the   moment.   The   teasing   in   her   voice   faded   a   touch.  “It  was   hard, being   a   teenager   in   a   place   where   I   already   felt   like   I   stuck   out   didn’t   really   help   with   figuring   any   of   that   out.   But   it   all   made   me,   me,   right?   I   think   the   journey   was   worth   it.”   She   licked   her   lips,   a   bit   of   nervous   energy   at   being   so   honest,   so   soon.   Charlie   made   her   feel safe,   made   her   share   too   much   too   soon,   but   he   didn’t   seem   to   shy   away   from   any   of   that. You’re   safe   with   me.   Always. 

 She   listened   closely,   hearing   the   words   he didn’t   say   as   he   gave   her   a   peek   into   what   his   adolescence   was   like.  “I   get   that.   The   whole…being   shaped   by   expectations   thing.   It’s   exhausting.   Spending   years   unlearning   versions   of   yourself   that   other   people   wrote   for   you   before   you   even   had   a   chance   to   hold   the   damn   pen.”   Her   thumbs   stroked   the   back   of   his   hand,   lifting   it   to   press   a   gentle   kiss   to   the   inside   of   his   wrist.  “I   think   it   says   a   lot   that   you did   unlearn   it,   though.   A   lot   of   people   never   even   try.”   Signe   tilted   her   head   and   offered   him   a   half-smile.  “And   for   what   it’s   worth   …   I’m   pretty   glad   I   met   this   version   of   you.” 

 His   lips   brushing   against   her   head   made   her   eyes   flutter   shut   for   a   moment,   butterflies   swarming   in   her   belly.   She   didn’t   answer   his   question   right   away.   She   instead   took   a   steadying   breath   and   prepared   herself   to   say   things   she   didn’t   usually   say   aloud.   Then,   her   voice   barely   above   a   whispered,   eyes   focusing   on   the   buttons   of   his   shirt.  “I’m   afraid   that   I’ll   do   all   this   self-exploration   and   discovery   only   for   it   to   still   not   be   enough.   Not   for   my   parents   –   God   knows   they   would   never   set   out   to   make   me   feel   like   that   but   –   for   myself.   That   no   matter   how   much   I   do,   I   won’t   think   it’s   enough   for   the   love   I’ve   been   given.”   

Her   fingers   curled   gently   into   the   fabric   of   his   shirt   as   if   it   were   an   anchor.   “I’m   afraid   that   those   feelings   will   chase   away   something   good   because   who   wants   to   deal   with   someone   who   second-guesses   themselves   so   often?”   The   final   words   came   out   as   a   whisper   as   if   she   was   still   too   scared   to   say   them   any   louder.   Signe   finally   looked   up   at   him   then,   her   eyes   wide,   shining   and   vulnerable.  “So…that’s   what   I’m   scared   of.”

"You think I’m insufferable now?" Charlie grinned, eyes glittering with mischief. "You should’ve seen me back then. I were a huge menace. My mates would back me up on that. I could ring any of 'em up right now and they'll tell you I were a proper little shit. Marketable, quick on the field, but absolutely relentless to be around. Especially for my mum." He leaned in a bit, voice lowering just enough to tease. "But you think I still get away with it, don’t you?" His smile curled, playfully cocky. "Oh, so you proper like me."

The teasing faded into something quieter as he listened to her. Charlie’s expression softened, and his fingers traced gentle circles at her back. "Can I ask what pansexual means for you?" He asked gently, not wanting to prod, just trying to understand her a little better. "I’m still learnin’, yeah? Like, I get the idea.. but I’d rather hear how it feels from you." He gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. "Movin’ halfway across the world on top of that, tryin’ to figure yourself out in the middle of it all… Shit, puberty in a foreign country, that really sounds rough. I'm glad it led you to here, though.." He paused, lifting both hands to her face, thumbs brushing her cheeks, "Thank you for tellin' me that, yeah? For trustin' me enough with that personal information. I know it’s not easy, but you’re safe with me, alright? Always. Means a fuckin' lot. Genuinely."

He smiled down at her with a laugh as she pictured him as a tween. "You have no idea. I was gettin' myself into all kinds of trouble. Granddad really put that movie in the wrong hands. Led to many-a-confrontations." He shook his head, she hadn't known the half of it. On top of his new obsession with the mob, Charlie was also going through a period of getting really good at football and getting really angry with his father. Defenses grew quickly; sarcasm and goofing off becoming an easy deflection. He hadn't fully realized just how much work he'd put into changing who he used to be until he was here, thinking back with a girl who would've never given him the time of day if she had known him then. "Took me years to unlearn all the shit that got built around me.. being told who I’m supposed to be before I ever had a say."

His voice dropped as he kissed the crown of her head, holding her for a beat before whispering, "Signe, what are you still afraid of?" The question wasn’t casual. It was quiet, weighty, like he was asking her to hand him something delicate, and he was ready to hold it with both hands. His blue eyes stayed fixed on her, waiting.

Signe   let   out   a   soft,   relieved   laugh,   handing   over   the   tangled   mess   of   her   bracelet   across   the   table   toward   the   girl   without   hesitation.  “Thank God,”  she   muttered   under   her   breath,   offering   the   other   a   sheepish   smile.  “Thank you   truly.   I   was   literally   just   two   seconds   away   from   tying   a   note   and   pretending   it   was   supposed   to   look   like   that.”    Signe   leaned   her   elbow   on   the   table   and   rested   her   chin   on   her   hand   as   she   watched   the   girl   tackle   what   she   viewed   as   the   gargantuan   task   of   untangling   her   bracelet.  “It   really   didn’t   look   that   complicated   from   the   tutorial.”

Though Georgia usually works with wire or chains, she isn't unfamiliar with the old art of friendship bracelets. She'd made many in her time, not very often for anyone in particular, but a young Georgia could at least pretend someone else had the other half if she wore hers proudly on her wrist. She hadn't actually intended to come over to the station, but the call had eventually gotten too much to resist, especially with her friends busy socialising with people Georgia doesn't and has no interest in knowing. It'd been nice at first, to have a moment to herself amongst the chaos of an otherwise heated party, but a voice beside her crying out for her help isn't unwelcome either. "No, no. Give it here; let me have a crack at it." She insists, already carefully laying hers down flat in front of her. "It comes with practice, like the first few times you'll have braided your hair and it all got tangled."

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Ophelia   sat   on   a   folding   stool   across   the   street   from   the   Arts   District   gallery.   Her   guitar   case   lay   open   at   her   feed,   half-filled   with   crumpled   bills   and   loose   change.   Her   voice   curled   into   the   air   of   the   late   afternoon,   low   and   a   bit   rough   –   like   she'd   just   woken   up.   Her   vintage   acoustic   was   resting   against   one   knee   as   her   fingers   danced   over   the   strings.   Her   eyes   absent-mindedly   scanned   the   passerby   crowd,   and   her   playing   as   she   noticed   someone   watching.   Ophelia   stilled   her   strings   and   smirked,   “Careful,”   she   began,   a   teasing   lilt   to   her   tone.   “If   you   stare   too   long,   I'm   going   to   assume   you're   planning   to   request   something.”

Signe’s   smile   answered   Charlie’s   grin   easily.   “Of   course   you’d   find   a   way   to   wear   it   like   a   badge   of   honor,”   she   teased,   very   aware   of   his   hand   at   her   back,   tracing.   She   had   no   doubt   that   Charlie   would   achieve   everything   he   set   out   to   do.   He   seemed   stubborn   enough.    She   shook   her   head   with   a   mock   look   of   exasperation.   “   And   somehow,   you’ll   manage   to   get   away   with   it,   I’m   sure,”   she   murmured   dryly. 

 His   voice   softened   and   his   gaze   searched   hers,   a   gentle   question   in   his.   A   reminder   that   he   would   be   a   safe   space,   no   matter   what   she   told   him.   She   hadn’t   expected   him   to   say   any   of   that.   The   part   about   him   not   being   easily   scared   off.   He   said   it   so   self-assuredly   that   Signe   knew   she   had   no   choice   but   to   believe   his   words   too.   Her   eyes   met   his,   and   nodded,   almost   shyly.   “I   do   relate   to   it,   yeah,”   she   admitted.    “I   realized   I   was   pansexual   –   that   there   was   a   word   for   what   I   was   –   probably   just   before   I   moved   here,   which   as   you   can   imagine,   was   a   tough   enough   transition   as   it   was.”   Signe   paused   as   they   swayed   to   the   beat   of   their   own   sound.   “It’s   just   people.   Connecting   with   their   heart,   understanding   another   soul   like   that.”

 It   meant   so   much   to   her   that   he’d   been   vulnerable   enough   to   share   that   with   her.   To   give   voice   to   feelings,   to   an   identity   that   he’d   never   named   or   claimed   before.   She   let   her   head   rest   back   against   his   chest,   laughter   escaping   her   as   he   confessed   to   the   Godfather   being   his   favorite   movie.   “You   must’ve   been   an   absolute   menace.   I   can   picture   it   –   little   you   storming   through   the   house   like   a   pint-sized   Don   Corleone,”   she   giggled. 

 His   touch   moved   to   the   back   of   her   head   and   felt   impossibly   gentle.   His   voice   was   warm   when   he   talked   about   her   studio   idea,   and   for   a   moment   Signe   just   closed   her   eyes   and   let   herself   exist   in   the   moment.   The   praise   for   her   vision   (   and   the   comparison   to   her   mother   )   had   her   burying   a   smile   in   Charlie’s   chest,   pride   flaring.   “I   understand,”   she   said   as   he   answered   her   question   and    he   envisioned   his   future   as   a   chef   looked   like.   And   then   he   spun   her.   The   world   tipped   and   she   shrieked   out   a   laugh   as   she   held   on   to   him   tighter,   focused   on   not   tripping   over   her   own   feed.   The   brush   of   lips   to   her   ear   had   everything   her   going   still   and   her   mind   quiet.   His   whispered   question   for   her   told   her   that   he   truly   wanted   the   answer. 

 Signe’s   breath   caught   ,   her   body   stilling   even   as   her   heart   raced.   She   didn’t   speak   right   away,   taking   some   type   to   truly   think   over   the   question.   Her   teeth   found   her   bottom   lip   and   then   she   spoke   softly,   “Sometimes   I   wish   someone   would   ask   what   I’m   still   afraid   of.” 

Charlie’s grin deepened as she called him insufferable, though the warmth in her tone gave her away. "I find that hard to believe. You don't seem to be sufferin' yet." Charlie smirked as Signe bumped their noses, continuing to prove to him that whatever was happening here was very much mutual. He hummed to himself in content, looking down at her. "You say that like it’s not the greatest compliment," he mused, brushing his thumb lightly over the back of her waist. "I’m committed to being the most charmingly unbearable man you’ve ever met."

He softened, both in expression and in tone, letting her words settle before speaking. "You relate to it all, then?" he asked gently, cautious not to push but wanting her to know he was listening. "I mean… you don’t ever have to explain anythin’ to me you’re not ready to," he added. “But I want you to know there’s not a single part of you that would scare me off. Promise.” He hesitated, "I didn't wanna assume or anythin'.." He paused again, longer this time, "I'm-.. I also.. I haven't really said it out loud ever, but I guess simply puttin' it, I like whoever. I don’t really care who someone is, you know? Not big on labels, but I like who I like. Always have." He chuckled softly, pushing down the hidden layers underneath. He'd done too much work to be more open and he just wanted to assure her that she was safe with him, that he understood. "It's all about the person.. the connection."

When she asked about his favorite movie, his smile flickered into something more boyish. "The Godfather," he said without missing a beat. "I honestly didn't start actually watchin' movies until I was older. My mum would leave the telly on and have her romance movies playin', but with trainin' and school I never really had time to sit down and watch stuff. But The Godfather.. My granddad made me watch it when I were like.. ten? Thought it’d toughen me up or somethin’. Instead, I wouldn’t shut up about it. I loved it, wouldn't stop walkin; around the house, quotin' Corleone, 'you come to me on the day of my daughter's weddin?' Mum was proper pissed at granddad." His laughter was warm and full, his head tilting as he looked down at her tucked against him, her cheek on his chest.

Charlie brought a hand up to the back of Signe's head, brushing over her hair softly while the other hand stayed on her back. He listened with real attention as she described her dream studio, it felt so perfectly her. "That sounds really nice. A space to create as well instead of just a retail store or anythin'.. passin' on the love of art to younger people, just like your mum. Says a lot about the both of ya."

He shrugged, "With no limits or restrictions, yeah, I'd love to have me own restaurant.. Somewhere small and personal. But in real talk? Not a chance in hell." Charlie laughed, "I’ve worked with enough owners to know I’d lose my mind in six months. The time, the money, the paperwork. Nah. I mean, I put my all into work, anyone who works with me can't deny it, whether they like me or not. I'm in early and out late, but to run a place.." Then, just to keep her on her toes, he took her hand and spun her, a wicked grin tugging at his mouth as he caught her again on the other side, "Next question!"

He leaned in, the words almost a whisper, lips brushing beside her ear. "What’s something you’ve never told anyone, but wish someone would ask?" He leaned back just enough to meet her gaze, the teasing fading slightly. "You don’t have to answer. But I’d really like to know."

“I’m   not   a   particularly   picky   eater,   so   you   can   just   make   me   your   specialty,”  she   said   with   a   shrug   and   a   smile.   The   smile   couldn’t   help   but   widen   at   his   enthusiasm   about   guessing   the   origin   of   her   accent   so   closely.   Signe   brightened   as   he   shared   that   he’d   spent   time   in   Denmark.  “My   dad’s   from   Denmark,   so   I   spent   a   lot   of   summers   visiting   relatives.   I’m   glad   you   enjoyed   it!   You’ll   have   to   show   me   what   you   learned   while   you   were   there.”   She   walked   beside   him   in   silence,   letting   his   voice   fill   the   space   between   them.   She   was   surprised   that   he   had   chosen   to   share   such   a   detailed   version   of   events   with   her.   A   heavy   weight   sat   on   her   heart   –   not   bad   just…real.   Charlie’s   deciding   ( whether   he   realized   it   or   not )   that   she   was   worth   trusting   with   the   details   of   his   story   meant   more   than   she’d   expected   it   to.   Signe   took   that   show   of   trust   quite   seriously.   She   glanced   over   at   him,   and   watched   the   way   his   eyes   lingered   on   a   new   painting   like   he   was   still   halfway   somewhere   else.   She   could   picture   that   little   boy   in   her   mind   –   bright-eyed,   heart   pounding   in   his   chest   as   he   imagined   what   it   would   be   like   to   have   a   stadium   roaring   for   you.   And   she   could   see   the   man   now,   who   had   pivot   on   his   dream   and   carry   on.   It   agonized   her,   the   thought   of   not   being   able   to   follow   your   passion   and   see   it   all   the   way   through   –   even   if   you   were   destined   to   fail.   To   be   denied   the   opportunity   to  try  would   have   been   the   most   infuriating   of   all.   “You   weren’t   running,”   she   said,   her   voice   soft   but   fierce,   almost   defensive   on   his   behalf.   She   grabbed   his   forearm   and   met   his   gaze   to   make   sure   he   heard   her   next   words.   “You   were.  healing.   It   takes   great   courage   to   find   a   new   dream   like   you   did.   I   don’t   think   I   would   be   able   to   do   that.”   Signe   offered   what   she   hoped   was   a   sympathetic   smile   and   squeezed   his   arm   in   support.  “And   for   what   it’s   worth.   I’m   glad   you   found   your   way   here.”

"Yeah?" He licked his lips in an attempt to keep his smile down, "You let me know what to make for ya, and I'll get the photos out." Charlie's eyes met hers for a brief moment, "As long as you're gentle, I'll be mint." His hands clap together quickly as he learns he guessed well. "I knew it! It's the way ya sing your words." He can't contain his smile as she gives him a small glimpse into her past, "I've been to Denmark before. Studied with a mate at Noma in Copenhagen for a bit before I kept travelin'. I learned a lot there. I was buzzin'. In me element, swear down. I loved it." His eyes glanced around them, but he found himself being drawn back to her each time.

"I get it, what you mean by warm.. I feel the same way." He pauses to think for a moment as he listens to their footsteps, not used to letting people in this quickly. "So when I were a kid, yeah? We lived in a council estate. Rough area, makin' ends meet as much as we could. It were just me and mum. I'd go to school, come home, do me school work, and then I'd cook dinner and clean up around the house while mum was workin'. One year, she tells me she's saved enough to take me to a Man City game for my eighth birthday. At the game she'd said somethin' about watchin' me practice in the yard in the late hours and how she'd been savin' more and she'd signed me up for a footy team." He smiles fondly to himself, "I watched that game and told her I were gonna work hard, just like her, and pay her back. And she told me just to have fun.. So I did. And I was good. I was better than good. By the time I were thirteen, I was havin' scouts come around. I signed to Man City's youth team at fifteen." Charlie stops talking for a moment, looking over at a painting that caught his eye and stopping to take it in.

He finally looks back over at Signe, a sad smile resting on his lips, "I had it all planned out, yeah? My entire life, right there. Everythin' I'd worked for and told my mum I was doin' for us were in the palm of me hand." He chuckles half heartedly, "Well, I sign, right? Make my way out of EDS, which means this is it. Big leagues. Premier league. Two weeks before my startin game I got hurt. Like.. Career endin' injury. And that was it. Had to start over just like that. Back to square one." Charlie brings his eyes back to the painting that had stopped him, "Cooking was the last thing I could remember enjoying before football. It was the only thing that made sense. And it felt like studyin' all over was the best excuse for gettin' out of my town. That way I wouldn't look like I was runnin'."

Signe   watched   him   carefully,   catching   the   tenderness   in   his   face   as   he   talked   about   his   mum.   When   he   said   he   couldn’t   wait   to   call   her,   her   smile   softened.  “That’s   really   sweet.   I’m   sure   she’ll   love   that   you   thought   of   her."   But   then   he   asked   about   her   designs,   and   she   could   practically   feel   her   walls   go   up.   Her   hand   smoothed   the   hem   of   her   shirt,   a   nervous   habit.   She   laughed—soft,   and   a   little   awkward—and   ducked   her   head,   letting   her   hair   fall   forward   to   hide   how   off-guard   his   genuine   interest   had   caught   her.   People   were   usually   politely   curious,   not… excited.  “I   mostly   do   sketches,”   she   said,   waving   her   hand   dismissively.   “I’ve   put   a   few   things   together,   but   I’m   still   building   my   portfolio.   I   haven’t   really   shown   many   people…”   Her   thumb   traced   the   strap   of   her   bag.  He’s   probably   just   being   nice.  Still,   when   she   glanced   back,   his   eyes   were   bright,   no   hint   of   teasing   in   sight.   That   steadiness   nudged   something   loose   in   her.  “…But   if   you’re   really   interested,   I   could   show   you   one   of   my   mood boards   sometime?”   she   offered,   unsure   but   hopeful.  She   found   herself   giggling   despite   herself   as   he   joked   about   football   being   an   art   form.  “I   don’t   know   that   I’m   an   authority,”   she   said,  “but   if   it   makes   people   feel   something,   I   think   an   argument   could   be   made.”   Her   eyes   shone   as   he   tried   pronouncing   her   name   –   the   words   coming   out   a   little   clumsy   but   filled   with   more   effort   than   most   made   to   get   it   as   close   to   the   authentic   pronunciation.  “I’m   not   one   to   judge   accents,”   Signe  smiled,   gesturing   at   her   herself.   Even   after   years   in   the   States,   her   Swedish   accent   still   slipped   out   sometimes.  She   allowed   him   to   tell   her   about   his   passion   for   cooking   –   about   nostalgia   and   Italy,   and   found   herself   utterly   charmed   by   his   sincerity.  “Oh,”   she   exhaled,   his   invitation   to   spend   more   time   together   catching   her   by   surprise.   Signe  blinked   rapidly   before   answering   him,   almost   shyly   and   more   quietly   than   she’d   intended.  “Yeah.   I’d   like   that.”

"You're not wrong at all. I might have to ask her if she actually likes flowers.. Besides, you know, gettin' em for Mother's Day and stuff." His face softened as she talked about the beauty and color. Charlie's mind drifted to where they'd lived when he'd grown up; all brick buildings, broken gutters and hardly a touch of color on the streets. A council estate where beauty wasn't a main priority. "You're.. Huh.. You might be spot on there. I can't wait to call me mum later and chat about it." Charlie's eyes lit up at the mention of fashion. "You jokin' me? You have to show me some of your stuff. I bet you're great at it."

"Now I'm just gonna keep askin' ya if things I enjoy are art. And if it's about how it makes me feel, football was.. I guess it still is my favorite art form?" He laughs at how corny it sounds, "I might take that back. Somethin' about an athlete sayin' they're an artist.. Nah." Charlie's laugh continues, "I cringed at meself." He waved his hands in the air in an effort to erase his words.

"Signe." He repeated, his accent thick, "I promise I'm tryin' to say it like you, but there's no gettin rid of this." Charlie pointed to his mouth with his free hand, looking down at their other hands still together. As he glanced back up, she'd been standing closer, his features all softening at their proximity. "Well, I work at Mango Bay Restaurant.. So I'm always tryin' to come up with some of those more fancy dishes." He pauses, chewing down on his bottom lip as his smile widened. He slowly released her hand, nearly forgetting it was there. "But at me apartment, it's all comfort food from back home. Or- honestly, I think I cook for the nostalgia, yeah? I miss my mates from Italy and suddenly I'm makin' homemade pasta. Goes for anywhere, innit. I just love bein' able to put myself back somewhere with just a taste. Like that guy from Ratatouille." He paused, "I ain't gotta be in for a few more hours.. If.. Would you like to walk with me? We could talk more about your fashion and you could tell me what I'm supposed to notice in all these."

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Warrior Nun Season One Episode Five

Isaiah 30:20-21