To The Few People/sys Who Went Batshit Crazy Over Catching A Fly And Got Us Not Only Extremely Tired

getting really into journaling is so fucked because you will fr end up with pages like "dear diary, it's fucken wimdy today!!!!! also I might be a talentless hack with no real creative drive or discipline to speak of. xoxo ✨"

oh, so many.

the horrible memory, little recollection of anything more than a week ago, finding things we didn’t remember doing, the huge gender and sexual fluidity & dysmorphia, going from extremely anxious or depressed to calm, the internal dialogue and arguments, the intense fictionkinning and rapidly changing opinions. we mistook two alters for our left brain and right brain. plus more probably

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question 95: do you think there were "signs" of your plurality before you officially discovered it (if that applies to you)? what were they, if you dont mind sharing?

me when i tried to ignore the men in the brain thinking they would go away, (spoiler alert: it didn’t)

ALERT ⚠️

THERE IS A DANGEROUSLY HIGH CHANCE OF SOMEONE PUTTING YOU IN A PILE OF SOFT WARM BLANKETS ALONG WITH LOTS OF SOFT FLUFFY KITTENS IT IS ADVISED FOR YOU TO HIDE IMMEDIATELY AND STAY CALM DO NOT FALL FOR THEIR TRAP UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES!!!

when you're sleep-deprived, woke up with a nose-bleed, dehydrated, overstimulated, water isnt watering, temperature regulation isnt temperature regulating, your body aches, you have therapy today, two projects are due that you haven't even started, and you have an orthodontic appointment.

caretaker casually revealing they’re a bear is not something i put on my 2025 system bingo card

me when a friend takes the plurality talk well >>>>>>>

tw: mentions of flashbacks and panic attacks

the flashback and panic attack combo right after is like stubbing your toe on a lego brick and then immediately tripping and face planting into a pool full of legos.

i hate random frequent coming and going sharp joint pain and aches. like i didn’t even do anything this time what are you fucking on??

BOO……. Haha got you

the horrors.............