hear me out
"please don't leave me" written on a memo pad stuck on your mirror one morning after you told your F/O you wanted to die or want to hurt yourself or have been feeling depressed...
Nnoitora Gilga from Bleach, please? i heart this guy
he's the 5th Espada. the Espada numbers work as some sort of power level. he's, tall (215cm), kind of a misogynist, sadist, often fights and kills, etc. his zanpakuto (weapon) is called Santa Teresa.
my s/i is called Spica Alpherratz, she's not an Espada, but just a random Arrancar who (for now) doesn't even work for any Espada. she's a scene/emo girl, has a massive crush on Nnoitora. Alpherratz is short (157cm), skinny, and can easily get pissed off. her zanpakuto is called Foca Leopardo (leopard seal).
Nnoitora doesn't seem to care for her, while Spica is kind of a fangirl of him. she ADORES the way he's so bloodthirsty, how much he's a sadist... she adores it all. all Spica wants is to be held by him, even if he would probably kill her in a heartbeat.
edit: i fucking forgot about the music genre thing. 90s/2000s j-rock i guess
I do be listening to music, so...
I will probably explain my reasoning for choosing a song but I might not lol, and I'll try and keep the songs more niche so it'll be ones you haven't heard much! It could be anything I think fits the vibe of your selfship, so it isn't guaranteed to have lyrics or anything!
Status is currently open!
Lt. Surge stimboard - req by: @oyanagicake
-> With Lightning, electricity, and themes of the military
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i've made a strawpage for this blog :3
thinking on Shigechi again, i've got to spoil him rotten.
all i want is to gently hug that boy, spoil him giving him all the money he wants *opens wallet to see... not much in it* uhh... anyway...
i still want to see him go all greedy with money just like he is. he's a good boy, so it's fine, you know? all i need is so shove my face onto his soft belly and hug him. he's so squishy and soft! i know he looks quite ugly but... who cares? for me he is an absolute cutie. i will give him all my money. i want Shigechi all for me...
he's a cutie just like Ken also is... i heart them all...
i HATE it when antis join fandoms for shows that are like, explicitly proship.
The Owl Houses main message is all about being anti harasment and being authentic to yourself (THE FIRST EPISODE INCLUDED SOMEONE SHIPPING WEIRD SHIT AND TALKED ABOUT HOW THEY SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO DO THAT COME ON) and the creator is anti-censorship! but the fandom is absolutely crawling with antis
Mouthwashing depicts the same dark topics antis will tell proshippers to kill themselves over depicting and its creator is anti-harasment but the fandom is still crawling with antis!
Gravity Falls main message is , once again, about being authentic to yourself and being anti-harasment, the creator himself does not give a flying fuck about what people ship and shares the same sentiment of fiction not being reality, the creator is also anti-censorship, the show/books depict the same content that proshippers get attacked for on the daily through billford and their dynamic, but the fandom is absolutely infested with antis!
it just pisses me off so much! its like they suddenly forget all about their 'morals' the moment a piece of media gets popular! sorry if this doesn't make much sense its just really grinding my gears.
It's wild how antishippers see explicitly proship fandoms and flock to it. They very obviously aren't welcome.
Granted, they're crawling around AO3 despite it being designed to bypass censorship soooooo.
If you're prone to anxiety, imagine your f/o coming to hug you, whispering that everything will be fine as they press a gentle kiss to your temple.
You know that they aren't lying, they'd never let anything happen to you. The comfort of their presence calming down the erratic beating of your heart. You're safe, you can breath again.
i admit at first i thought it didn't really match him but. the part you mentioned came and HOLY SANTA TERESA IT'S LITERALLY HIM. i really loved this song too, you absolutely nailed it! :]
Selfship game!!
I feel dreadful so to take my mind off of reality, and hopefully make some new friends, reblog this with a picture of your f/o and ill post a song that reminds me of them!!
Example for myself:
Mr. Reca - HSR
YT LINK
So let's start tonight
Somewhere things have got to happen
And the only way to make things happen
Is see what we find
shoko/szayel | she/her | i like to draw and maybe writing too | brazilian | aroace | taken | biology student | yumejoshi | shota enjoyer | pro-ship đ đ | pro-fiction | main fandoms i'm in: jojo, bleach, pkmn, touhou | i would appreciate if antis don't interact | don't send me donation asks, pretty please.
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